It really hurt to see mcr call it quits. I honestly think the only way to describe my current feeling is numb.
I can't quite imagine life with out them. They've all been one of the biggest influences and inspirations in my life. I love the guys, but I have to sit down and accept their choice. I really do hope life will treat them well, and that they find their new place in this world.
I'll keep them with me, in my heart and on my iPod.