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Well the first thing that happened was when my step dad was not letting me go to a MCR concert but then my mom convinced him and he said yes. Not only did he say yes but he gave me one of the best seats. So then I pop into the concert out of nowhere and I was alone waiting. Then Frank and Mikey came out playing the guitar and bass for the song "Teenagers" and then a girl that I thought I knew said hi. So I said hi back and when she left another girl much smaller came to me and said " are you alone? " and I said " yes, I don't have any friends" then she said " well I'm alone too can we be friends?" so I said "sure." As soon as that conversation end thats when Gerard and Ray came out of the curtains and that when I started to scream. Then I told the girl next to me and said " I'll be right back" and I left to the bathroom and all I did was check out my makeup. Then when I came back it was crowded and I couldn't find the girl so I just stayed in the same place where I left her.

Well I asked my step dad if my biological dad could come to my first play. He flat out said NO which I was afraid of *sigh* then he gave a a two hour long lecture in the car and tonight I am going to cry myself to sleep. My step dad also said I am not going to see my biological dad until he realizes and apologizes for what he has done in the past. I now I thinking in my mind "Great im not going to see my own father as long as I live in this house" Not only was I afraid of him saying NO but also afraid to hurt his feeling which I totally did and now I feel like a motherfucking bastard. *sigh* the things that life hits you with. Well my step dad tried to make me feel better with the lecture about how good of a daughter I am which kind of made it worse. Well now you guys know what I'm going to do tonight... I going to cry myself to sleep... Good night

XXXSweet DreamsXXX

Well I tried to speak to my step dad if my real dad could come to the play but then I lost my words and couldn't speak so I changed the subject. (if you want to know the story the read my blog from last night) well I really need to find a way to confront him. Any ideas of how I can do that? ....

Well first to start my parents have been divorced for like 11 years and about a year ago I couldnt see my dad anymore and I really miss him . Second im in a play that is gonna be this month and it's my first one. Put them together I want my dad to come to the play. So two day ago I ask my mom if he could come to the play and that he could come the second day(since its for two days and my mom doesn't want to see him there). Then she said that first I should pray about it and then i will tell her to talk to my step dad about.
So last night I told her I prayed ( and I really did). And that she could ask my step dad. Then I was off to bed.

There is this girl who is bisexual and we are friends but I can't help but feel that she likes me. I'm straight not bisexual and I don't want to hurt her feelings. Sometimes she says she is joking but sometimes it seems she's serious. Can you guys help me?

I'm pretty sure everyone knows hat it Feanks birthday ... And Halloween. I don't have pictures but I have halloween spirit so HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANK AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE (even though you may not be reading this but who cares) All I know that it's IEROWEEN!!!

[x] Had beer
[ ] Smoked an entire cigarette
[ ] Done drugs.
[x] Written on a bathroom wall.
[ ] Read a George Orwell book.
[x ] Had a physical fight.
[ ] Used Twitter.
[x] Listened to Lady Gaga
[ x] Been in a car accident.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten expelled.
[ ] Been allergic to something.
[ ] Got a computer virus.
[x ] Touched a real gun.
[x ] Had a dog.
[ ] Had a cat.
[ ]Been pregnant.
[x] Camped out
[x] Swam in the ocean.
[x] Wore a bikini
[x] Driven a car
[x] Been sent to the principal.
[x] Ever liked someone.
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Failed a test.
[ ] Went to summer school.
[ ] Got worse than a D
[X] Got A’s, A’s and B’s.
[x] Read an entire book.
[ ] Recorded my own music.
[ ] Had an xbox.
[ ] Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.
[x ]Wore fishnets.
[x] Wore skinny jeans.
[x] Hated someone.
[ ] Been cheated on.
[ ] Cheated on someone.
[x ] Practiced Christianity/Catholicism.
[x] Worn makeup.

M seeing a bunch of blogs say "omg Boy Division" or " Boy Division is so good" but I haven't seen a blog about Tommarrows Money yet ... What happened? I think Tomarrows money is an amazing song

I had a dream last night. Well it goes like this :

My friend Kayla and I were on an island and then we found a mansion. We went in because we kind of had no choice Kayla was hungry and I had to use the bathroom. So when we went inside I went to use the bathroom while Kayla went to find out who lived here and find food. When I came out the bathroom I was trying to find Kayla and I ran in Gerard Way and Kayla was there. Apparently, by the terror in his eyes , Kayla was chasing Gerard. So I decided to join too ... As we were chasing him around the mansion... Which was fun. Then I touched him which made him stop.
" Damn it ... She won ... Ugh and I was so confident today" Gerard said.
Then Kayla said " wow I have been playing tag with him for hours and couldnt even touch him"
" I had know idea we were playing tag ... " I said

Height? I think I am 5 4"
 
Virgin? Yessss

Shoe size? 7 and half

Sexual orientation? I am straight :D

Do you smoke? No 

Do you drink? No 

Do you take drugs? Hell no 

What age do you get mistaken for? About 17 or 18.

Have tattoos? No

Do you want tattoos? Probably a small one
 
Have piercings? My ears

Do you want piercings? I'm too scared to get any other piercings.

Best friend? KAYLA!!

Relationship status? Single

Biggest turn on? Umm I don't know guys with teddy bears ..... I guess

Biggest turn offs? Jerks and stalkers 

Favorite movie? The nightmare before Christmas

I will love you if....... I have no idea what to say to that

Someone you miss? My daddy

Most traumatic experience? I don't know