At first, I was hurt. I almost felt betrayed and abandoned when news reached that MCR was now no more. That quickly turned into denial. Many around me said that this was something in the making for some time now but still my eyes, ears and mostly my heart would not accept it. I don't blame myself though, the thing that meant the most to me in life was suddenly stolen from my grasp. When you love something that much you aren't supposed to let go that easy.
Its still hurts reading and hearing the words of an end, but I feel as if the darkest moments of the night have past and the first beams of