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Note to self:

Start listening to:
The White Stripes
Joy Division
PUSA

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Diary Entry 2

Dear diary,
Today, he looked at me. I was in Chorus, singing The Rhythm of Life, when I looked up to see him standing by the door, looking in the window at me. Almost immediately after our eyes met, he walked away, leaving my face flushed and giddy. At this point, you're probably thinking "Be still my heart" in the most sarcastic tone. But Christian is amazing. He's smart, nice, funny, and musically inclined. He actually holds conversation with me- a very rare trait, no matter who you are or how hard you try. If Christian really DOES like me back, I hope I don't fuck it up. I've got to go now- he's online. :D

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Power shots

So this one time.
I got wasted.
Off two beers.
I passed out on my sister's couch and ended up vomiting.
So I take a break from drinking.
And then 4 months later.
I go to my brother's birthday party.
And do back-to-back Jell-O shots.
For an hour.
And barely get a buzz.
mind = blown.

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Fangirls

They're ridiculous.
I mean, yeah, they're pretty.
But seriously?
"Mikey, I'm pregnant?"
No. Just no.
And all this obsessing over Gee's face?
I like it too.
In fact, I wish I looked like him.
I also wish I was married to LynZ, so that way we could have beautiful babies spawned from the sperm of some anonymous benefactor who donated his semen, and those children would be mothered by a highly intelligent, bad ass artist/bassist who makes beautiful dioramas, and does backbends and lights things on fire whilst playing said instrument.
But that won't ever happen.
Why?
You can't always have what you wish for.
Tough.

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Decorating

I'm thinking about getting a mohawk.
I mean, let's face it, I'm in high school and have no real commitments in life.
Nobody's gonna frown upon a fry cook having a teal and white mohawk.
The most that's gonna happen is older people looking at it disapprovingly.
What the Hell- I'll get one.
I'm thinking about getting a tattoo of Jabberwocky and blood-splattered white roses on left arm when I'm old enough.
I'm too young right now, though.
I was talking about piercings with my mom today.
She's letting me pierce my cartilage.
A month ago, she said I had to be 16. \(*-*)/
This is the part where I try to convince my mom to let me pierce my lip.
Since we're there.
This opened up a new world of possibilities.
I can haz cool hair.
I can haz obscure piercings.
I can haz tattoo references to Lewis Carrol.
*o*

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Diary Entry

Sometimes, I just feel so lost, even though things are getting better. I want somebody to talk to, but Leanna isn't always available. Even when she is, all she talks about is Hannah, and that's partly why everything sucks.
Christian's the only person who listens without judging. He tells me just to be myself and to not let anything hurt me. I really like him. He knows that. I just don't think he likes me as much. He's been acting weird since I shaved my head.
It's really hard to not feel bad. My brother hides on his room playing video games all day. His friends IM me to make sure I'm still alive. My parents left around noon, to go have lunch with my grandma, and it's 6 now.
Leanna spent the night at Hannah's last night. I'm no idiot- I know they fucked. That's why I didn't invite her today.
Grandma's health is getting worse, and she's convinced that she's got 6 months. Ever since Aunt Mary died, she's been waiting for it. I feel like she's just jinxing herself.

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You Know What I Really Hate About Being An Artist?

Lately, I've been getting critiqued for not having realistic work.
1. Fuck you. Just because your imagination is dull, why make people around you suffer?
2. I can draw realistically, but where's the fun in reality?
Enclosed are three pictures to show that, yes, I can draw realistically and cartoonistically.
So, suck it and so forth.

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History Repeats Itself

I used to watch Shawshank Redemption and Kill Bill on repeat all the time when I was 8.
I would pretend to be sleeping and watch them late at night.
Around the same time, I was obsessed with Sarah Winchester and Lizzy Borden, and I wanted to grow up to be a paleontologist.
The paleontologist thing comes from my interest in fossils and prehistory.
I sat through hundreds of education programs on both women and I found it horrible, at the time, that a girl could possibly kill her father and step mother. Now, I justify it. And Sarah Winchester just fascinates me, even to this day.
That's probably why I'm so fucked.

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Bald Kimkai is bald.

Before.
After.
Today, I shaved my head for St. Baldrick's Day at school.
It went splendidly.
My hair's in a plastic bag.
I'm keeping it forever. <3

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Mindless Self Indulgence

~2 Months ago~
Me: If MSI goes on tour again, I will buy four tickets to the closest show and skype myself doing choreographed dance to My Humps. Amanda, Leanna, Nick: get your videochat ready.
~Now~
Jimmy: MSI Tour 2012
Me: *jiggles ass for webcam*