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The news of this magnificent bands' end was truly heartbreaking for me. For a whole day, I did not really know what or how to feel. In a way, I still don't. Sometimes I think I shove it away until I go onto tumblr or twitter and it hits me again.

I literally just finished watching Life on the Murder Scene. It is 3 am, I have a class tomorrow. But you know what? I don't give a fucking shit right now. I have been going through a really really tough time these past few weeks. I am dealing with depression and University life, failing friendships and family problems. I had reached a point where my thoughts were running towards self harm, and that really scared me. I was feeling really scared for the longest time. Watching Life on the Murder Scene was this like, huge turning point suddenly. My love for this band has grown multitudes more than it ever has before. Gerard is honestly a huge inspiration to me, the fact that he had gone through so much and he picked himself back up, gives me hope. it has restored my faith in everything. Words honestly cannot express right now just how thankful I am to this band and all that it has done. The members, and the music, it just all makes me feel so not alone.

So, I finished my Social diploma today. Social... I do NOT miss thee. Now it's just math and then off to Semester two!!! WHEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so ready for English and Biology.

I've been drawing a lot lately. Recently drew Heath Ledger (may he rest in peace). That man... was amazing. <3 and it grieves me that this Sunday will mark four years since his passing.

I spent 80$ on books last weekend. i regret nothing!

I'm set on getting that new MCR Demo Lovers Hoodie. I'm going to end up using like half my pay check from this week but I DON'T CARE! I NEED A NEW HOODIE AND THAT ONE FITS THE BILL!! D:

Okay, there's my update. :3

Hope everyone's 2012 has been good so far!!

KEEP RUNNIN' FELLOW KILLJOYS!!

-ChemicalSkeleton

Thank you to the people who commented on my last blog, and I apologise for not replying. Some shit went down on the weekend that was particularly humiliating and hurtful to me, but monday it was all sorted, I tracked down and hounded out the cause of the negativity. The past two nights I have been able to sleep SO much better and I feel happier. I've got a huge annoyance out of my life and I am never going back to that. I. AM. FREE.
Throughout all the weekend and these past two days I've been filling my head with MCR music and it's helping me so much. :')
Thank you My Chemical Romance for being my rock, such a huge inspiration and support through the hard times!! You mean the world to me <3

I have never been more insulted in my entire life. I hurt beyond belief. Some girls are just so fucking bitchy and downright cruel. ):

D:

I really want to get an MCR hoodie but... I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHICH ONE!!! I'm stuck between the colourful RYB(lasters) one, the DEAD one or the Gravedigger one... D: Any suggestions??

In other news. It's a beautiful grey/rainy day and tomorrow is friday, so happy for the long weekend!!!! (Canadian Thanksgiving on Monday)

I need to draw/write.... -.-

Kay is it just me or does anyone else randomly find that your account has tried to add people that you don't know? Like seriously!?!? I look at 'Awaiting Friend Approvals' and there's a list of people that I know for a fact that I did not ask to be friends with. I changed my password a bit ago cause I had this problem but it's still happening. WHAT THE FUCK!??!?!?!!!?

First week of Grade 12 = DONE!

... I'm so dead -.-

So I saw my friend from Manitoba for the first time in like a year and a half, it was a lot of fun. We were in a hat store in the mall and I found the SpiritHoods!!! OMG! I need one!! They're so comfy and for a fantastic cause. I want to get one to help save an animal :)

So yeah, my update.

Fellow Killjoy's have a fabulous year!!

ooo

-Chemical Skeleton

Shit.
I am not ready for grade twelve, I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do after school! I'm freaking out.
It scares me, thinking about growing up.

At times like this I listen to MCR and I feel like I can escape for a little while and then look at things differently, with a little more confidence.

Any ways, that's my little update. Not much else happening.

Hope everyone's summer has been good!
Keep runnin' fellow Killjoys!! <3

-Chemical Skeleton

Well, it's International My Chemical Romance Day today, so for this occasion, I drew and coloured this picture!!! I had fun :3
HAPPY IMCRD TO ALL FELLOW KILLJOYS!!!! <3

In other news, I bought three tickets to Avril Lavigne's concert in Calgary this october. It's for my little sister's early christmas present. AND!!! My friend Dallas (a boy) is coming with us!! I'm excited!!!! :D :D

So yeah, there's my update for today.

Keep Runnin' Killjoys!!! <3

Hope everyone's summer is good!!!