Do you ever get the feeling that everything is so stupid and pointless? That nothing is satisfying? That everything just feels so watered down? That nothing REALLY matters?
I do. Quite a lot, actually.. I generally put it out of my mind, so that I can keep on going without feeling totally worthless. But that feeling always comes back. Like after a long day of rehearsals, or after I've been at the art or music studio working for hours.
And when I get like that, nothing feels as good anymore. All the things I love, don't seem as good as I remember. My favourite songs don't sound as good as they did, my favourite foods don't taste as good, coffee just isn't right, people just aren't who I remember them to be.
