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Hi lovelies ^-^

How are you all doing? I'm having a bit of a rough night. I just feel really crappy about myself and I'm super tempted to get caught up in the binge/restrict cycle as a total distraction from life. The only thing that's stopping me is that I don't want to mess up my exams. I also think I like my close friend (we're still relatively new friends, we've only been talking for a month and a half or so) and I don't think that he likes me back. And studying all the time is exhausting. And yeah, things are kind of...meh, at the moment.


I'm starting my day with coffee and music in my bed. I'm eventually going to have to crawl out from under the covers and face the day (well, face the pile of studying I have to do). I'm going out to see my friend later today, though, so I'm excited about that. What have you guys got planned for today?

April 2014

Well, hi everyone ^o^ How are you all doing? Every time I come on here, I feel at home. Any of you guys feel like that or is it just me? I fit in here >~< I should come on here more. Life's being weird but I'm getting there, wherever 'there' is.


(I officially win the Most Random Blog Post Ever competition)


Somehow March has crept up on me while I was unaware. One minute it was the beginning of 2014 and I was promising myself that I would be okay, then it was February and I got my prelim results back, then it was suddenly March. And not even the beginning of March - somehow it's halfway through. I've wasted a quarter of the year already. Today is my first day of veganism, hence the blog. Apart from that, I've been totally useless these past few months. I met up with a guy from my school that I've been talking to yesterday. It was awkward as hell for the most part but it was alright, I guess.


I am a killjoy. I am proud. Carry on the MCRmy forever. You will never be forgotten:
Hey fellow killjoys! People have regretfully posted comments such as, "We should have picked Teenagers, it has higher views..." Why don't we? How about we all do the same thing with Teenagers except get a LOT more people, and a week-long event? As in, it would start on March 19th, 2014, and end on March 25th, 2014. This week not only contain the date of the first anniversary of their break-up, but it would end on the day in which their greatest hits, "May Death Never Stop You", is released.
But we wouldn't


I'm currently sitting in my pyjamas watching The Walking Dead and avoiding the huge pile of schoolwork I should be doing. How are you guys spending your Sunday? :)

Good News!

Woo! I got some of my prelim results back today :) So, so far I've gotten...

Chemistry: A
Maths: B
Biology: A
History: A

I'm so happy, eeek! I've got French and English to go and then I'll know all my results :D I found out my Biology and History ones today and it cheered me up. I was feeling super anxious and stressed out about school so it was a bit of relief. I'm off to watch The Walking Dead now <3

How's everyone's day been/going? Am I the only one that isn't going to listen to the new song until I get my copy of the May Death Never Stop You album?


i'm back

Hey! It's been a while, ahaha. I've been super busy these past few months but I'm going to get back in the habit of blogging daily here. How have you guys been? :)

Hey :D How's everyone doing? I hope you're all okay. I feel like I'm back in my hometown when I come on this website. I also need to post more blogs here but it makes me feel really self-centered. Things are going well, I guess. I have exams in a couple of weeks - ones that actually matter for the first time in my life - so that's keeping me busy and emotionally unstable. I'm trying to normalise my eating, too. I don't think I've really blogged about it before but I've been stuck in this diet/binge cycle forever and I've decided to reject dieting and try to eat normally.


I don't care about anything anymore apart from studying. Usually I'd be happy that I'm not stressed out for once but it's kind of hopeless when it comes to trying to stop my whole binge/starve cycle with food. Ugh. I don't know what to do with myself these days. I should be having fun and reading books and listening to good music. Instead, all I do is obsess over my weight and food and study. -_-