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I spend a lot more time on Tumblr than I do on this site so you guys can comment your urls below if you want and I'll follow you! ^.^

Concert Buddy?

This is probably the wrong place to post this. I don't know if any of you are FrnkIero andthe Cellabration fans but if so...are any of you going to his Glasgow show? Message me if you are! I might be going (alone, sadly) so it would be great to know someone beforehand if I do go, lmao.

100 truths

1. Real Name? Too obscure.

2. If you could change your name? Hmm. Nope. It's weird and people pronounce it wrong all the time but I think it suits me.

3. Obsessions? Bukowski, reading, watching films, music.

4. Male or Female? Female.

5. Elementary School? We don't call it that, but kind of crappy.

6. Middle School? I don't know what years these are, but probably still crappy-ish.

7. High School? The first couple of years were amazing. Then it went downhill. And now I feel really great about things. It's come around full circle.

8. Want to go to college? Yeah, but I don't have a clue what I'd do there. Like, at all.

9. Natural Hair color? Copper brown (the ends constantly get lightened by the sun) >w<

10. Tall or Short? 5ft 4, whatever that's considered...? Average?

11. Sweats or Jeans? Sweats.

12. Phone or Camera? Phone

13. Health Freak? I have a horrible relationship with food and I'm certainly not a health freak - maybe a weight one, ha

Things are looking up

I guess the title of this blog post says it all, haha. I've started writing and drawing again. The writing is just crappy poetry (I don't even think I should be allowed to use the word 'poetry' to describe the nonsense I write, but still). It makes me really happy and it's such a brilliant release. The drawing is just scrawls and doodles but again, it's just boosting my mood so much. I'm finally getting to the point where I'm realising that there's more to life than a number on the scale and that's really positive.

Exams (ew)

Tomorrow afternoon is when I'll be sitting my first final exam! :O It's stressful but I'm prepared for it and I adore English so it should be okay...I think. Wish me luck, guys! How are you all doing? :)


In 19 days, my exams will be over and done with! I can't even fully express my relief and joy at the thought. I'm just going to put in a ton of effort over the next 3-4 weeks and then I'll have two weeks off before going back to school to go on adventures with my friends ^.^ How's everyone doing?


Hey ^-^

I'm just going to ramble on about my insignificant life. I apologise in advance.

1. I'm seeing R this weekend again (I saw him last Thursday). I'm excited but I don't know what's going to happen. We've been wearing this "close friends" label lately but there's been non-just-friends behaviour (does that make sense?) like cute attempted hand-holding in cinemas during weird films and half-holding onto my hand when we broke apart from hugging. That sounds so pathetic when I say it like that. I promise that it was adorable.


I stayed up until almost 3 in the morning talking to my "close friend" who's a guy. He's a confusing and fascinating creature. He keeps dropping the words 'close friend' and 'friend' into conversation with me, yet the last two times we've met up there's been sort of signs that we're developing into something more. It's exciting and frustrating at the same time. Anyway, I fell asleep at 3am and woke up at 7am, managed to get back to sleep after that and then woke up at 9am. I'm supposed to be studying hard these days but I would much rather talk to him until I die from sleep-deprivation. Ugh.


Hi lovelies ^-^

How are you all doing? I'm having a bit of a rough night. I just feel really crappy about myself and I'm super tempted to get caught up in the binge/restrict cycle as a total distraction from life. The only thing that's stopping me is that I don't want to mess up my exams. I also think I like my close friend (we're still relatively new friends, we've only been talking for a month and a half or so) and I don't think that he likes me back. And studying all the time is exhausting. And yeah, things are kind of...meh, at the moment.


I'm starting my day with coffee and music in my bed. I'm eventually going to have to crawl out from under the covers and face the day (well, face the pile of studying I have to do). I'm going out to see my friend later today, though, so I'm excited about that. What have you guys got planned for today?