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wow i havent posted in a while

i started school and stuff ive also been singing a lot oh ya im gonna ask you guys what i should do for the talent show (im singing) i wanna either do the used or something off the black parade you pick (i cant scream so nothing from the used that has that sadly) sorry for not posting heres some cute citrus :3

-FlashDricve

Born to die (another depressing song )

written 3 minutes ago

the bloodstains on my skin mark
what i've been i cant let go
or ease the pain i'm in
no one even notices the person i've become
is it because they don't care
or was i not clear enough when i had shown them the fresh marks i gave myself
just to make one tear fall
cause they don't come anymore

and i've fallen hard
but they just chose to ignore it
and let me fade away
into the darkest place of all
the one you cant know till you've been there yourself

they tell me i'm better then this but i'm not
they ask why but they are the goddamn reason t
hey wont listen to my cries for

Why are people so retarded

Why is it when i sit in the lunch room the whole able moves away or people try to make it fuller so I can't sit there this happens in class to the made sure a desk was open on all sides of me whats wrong with me I mean I shower I'm a god person why am I so avoided and treated like shit by everyone but my crush whos just as outcasted as I am i mean really just because were different doesen't mean were diseased. :(

-FlashDrive

this doesent deserve a title

its official i have no friends none 0 the last one just left for good im alone i guess thats how its gonna stay to i guess i was never meant t have friends maybe im not meant for anything im gonna go now

-FlashDrive

My new hair

Shitty pic but its red WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-FlashDrive

My new hair

oh god i hate pictures of me i look stupid but hey red hair Woo!

-FlashDrive

When I was young and stupid

I thought music videos were real(can you imagine)

I thought stuffed animals were real

I thought there was a black hole under every carpet

I thought if you shoved a q tip far enough in it would reach your brain

I was scared of the sound toilets made

I slept in the hall cuz i was certain there were monsters in my bed (in not under in)

I had an imaginary rabbit named Frank (I liked Frank)

I thought wine was blood and my mom became a vampire on new years

I wanted to be just like my dad (no just no i hate him)

I was scared if i stuck my hand in the VCR it would eat it

I sang along when mom played

When I was young and stupid

I thought music videos were real(can you imagine)

I thought stuffed animals were real

I thought there was a black hole under every carpet

I thought if you shoved a q tip far enough in it would reach your brain

I was scared of the sound toilets made

I slept in the hall cuz i was certain there were monsters in my bed (in not under in)

I had an imaginary rabbit named Frank (I liked Frank)

I thought wine was blood and my mom became a vampire on new years

I wanted to be just like my dad (no just no i hate him)

I was scared if i stuck my hand in the VCR it would eat it

I sang along when mom played

I'm not ok right now

I'll be out soon cuz I took enough pills to knock out a horse but I just wanted to say hey and that I'm barely hangin on right now I saw my dad today and he was a complete ass and I feel like shit I wish I'd never been born right would of saved a lot of people a lot of time including yours. Sorry if I bummed you out I'm leaving now my wrist hurts but I cant talk about that right now. So long and I hope you have a better day than me.

-FlashDrive

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0 Count down over its my birthday I'm officially 14 YAAA WOOOHOO WHOOP WHOOP PARTY yet I'm gonna be home alone all day.

-FlashDrive

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