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Zero Zero The End

Through that year KC was the only thing keeping me sane before I used to dream of seeing the sun and being free. It made me strive for something and occupy my mind but now he was the sun in that way I guess he kept my mind off the horrible things happening to me. He told me stories of his life before this like how his name changed from Andrew (Charles David) to KC because he drew himself as a carrot killing dracs drawn as cabbages and someone saw it and started calling him Killer Carrot and it just caught on. He loved telling me more than anything else about being a killjoy and how they fought against Bli and he always talked about the Fabulous Killjoys he talked about them and their adventures. Only once did he ever tell me how he got here he was on a rescue mission with the Fabulous Killjoys to save his little sister and was captured and forced to watch as the others died the person they were rescuing made it out though and that’s all that mattered to him.

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Fucking Finally

took me all night but finally got my new mp3 set up its a zune and touchsceen (dont like that) and can hook up to the intenet...sorta it took so long tomove all my music to the other computer and upload it but still yay no more silence/noise induced panic attacks

night

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Fucking Finally

took me all night but finally got my new mp3 set up its a zune and touchsceen (dont like that) and can hook up to the intenet...sorta it took so long tomove all my music to the other computer and upload it but still yay no more silence/noise induced panic attacks

night

-FlashDrive

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Fucking Finally

took me all night but finally got my new mp3 set up its a zune and touchsceen (dont like that) and can hook up to the intenet...sorta it took so long tomove all my music to the other computer and upload it but still yay no more silence/noise induced panic attacks

night

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i made these

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i made this music vid its a panic at the disco song

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Zero Zero sixth entry

The next two years are a really blur to me I was constantly experimented on some failed some didn’t but thirteen I remember perfectly. They had to move me to a different lab site. Meaning the experiments were more extreme so far they hadn’t done a real surgery on me but I guessed they’d get there some time. I was moved in an armored car my hands and ankles bound. On the way into the new building I had to walk through the courtyard. That was the first time I’d ever been outside in my whole life even if only for a few minutes I felt the warm sun on my face and the cool breeze. At the time I was too distracted to run and get away and be free big mistake. I heard some I’m guessing interns (they were too young to be scientists) asking each other if I was for the Wings Project in a sort of whisper. What was the Wings Project? I guess I’d find out. I was taken to a cell smaller than my old one the one I’d only ever known. It was made of thick strong cement blocks and sturdy bars no windows.

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Shut it

i have something important
you gotta know
but im scared youll push me away when i say it
so i keep my mouth shut

i care so much
i wanna let you in
but im afraid of you breaking me
like they do everytime i try and let them in
so ill just keep my emotions shut

im hesatant and worried
and scared of myself
and what ill do
if i lose someone else again
so ill keep myself shut

i wanna be free
but dont wanna lose what ive built up again
so ill keep my soul shut

maybe all these things wll wither away from lack of use
or maybe you leave me due to my silence
or maybe your the one i let in
but i may never know
since ive broken so much
i cant bare to break again
so ill keep everything shut
and fade away in the crowd

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Zero Zero fith entry

A week later I wasn’t in any pain and could move freely. That’s when a drac came in to take me I tried to run or hide but it just pulled me out and dragged me along as I begged for it to let me go. I was taken to another lab room the scientists were already there and now they were testing to see how much abuse my reinforced bones could take and lucky my they had a machine to do it making it fast. I was sent back to my room in a cast and left alone till it fully healed. Apparently they couldn’t do anything unless their subject was healthy makes sense in a fucked up sort of way.
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serious fear of doctors due to this-0

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