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pretty words for beautiful people

It all starts with the thought "I dont wanna be who I am anymore." and you decide to change but no matter how you try you just can't be the person you want to so you try harder and still your the same so you take drastic measures then one day you look in the mirror and realize "This isn't me this ist who i wanted to be." so you just become youself again and this time your content and thats what I believe makes a person beatuiful their ability to be true to themselves no matter the obsticle or person that may tell them "Its not okay to be you." it is, who you are is the only thing that matters

ENJOY
-FlashDrive

Zero Zero The End

Through that year KC was the only thing keeping me sane before I used to dream of seeing the sun and being free. It made me strive for something and occupy my mind but now he was the sun in that way I guess he kept my mind off the horrible things happening to me. He told me stories of his life before this like how his name changed from Andrew (Charles David) to KC because he drew himself as a carrot killing dracs drawn as cabbages and someone saw it and started calling him Killer Carrot and it just caught on.

Fucking Finally

took me all night but finally got my new mp3 set up its a zune and touchsceen (dont like that) and can hook up to the intenet...sorta it took so long tomove all my music to the other computer and upload it but still yay no more silence/noise induced panic attacks

night

-FlashDrive

Fucking Finally

took me all night but finally got my new mp3 set up its a zune and touchsceen (dont like that) and can hook up to the intenet...sorta it took so long tomove all my music to the other computer and upload it but still yay no more silence/noise induced panic attacks

night

-FlashDrive

Fucking Finally

took me all night but finally got my new mp3 set up its a zune and touchsceen (dont like that) and can hook up to the intenet...sorta it took so long tomove all my music to the other computer and upload it but still yay no more silence/noise induced panic attacks

night

-FlashDrive

i made these

-FlashDrive

i made this music vid its a panic at the disco song

-FlashDrive

Zero Zero sixth entry

The next two years are a really blur to me I was constantly experimented on some failed some didn’t but thirteen I remember perfectly. They had to move me to a different lab site. Meaning the experiments were more extreme so far they hadn’t done a real surgery on me but I guessed they’d get there some time. I was moved in an armored car my hands and ankles bound. On the way into the new building I had to walk through the courtyard. That was the first time I’d ever been outside in my whole life even if only for a few minutes I felt the warm sun on my face and the cool breeze.

Shut it

i have something important
you gotta know
but im scared youll push me away when i say it
so i keep my mouth shut

i care so much
i wanna let you in
but im afraid of you breaking me
like they do everytime i try and let them in
so ill just keep my emotions shut

im hesatant and worried
and scared of myself
and what ill do
if i lose someone else again
so ill keep myself shut

i wanna be free
but dont wanna lose what ive built up again
so ill keep my soul shut

maybe all these things wll wither away from lack of use
or maybe you leave me due to my silence
or maybe your the one i let in
but i may

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