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I need to grow up a little more

Hello people

This place has changed since I made this account (witch was a little after I graduated high school). I've changed too. I made this account when I was lonely and still finding myself. I've met wonderful people on here then I stopped posting on here because of medical issues. I then join an amazing group chat on kik witch I kinda needed but months later I hit rock bottom pretty fucking hard. So there are a lot of emotions with this account and part of me feels like I should move on cause I'm 26 and I've grown since hitting rock bottom

A close friend of mine said o should take

Things are changing

Hey… it's been awhile

So I have an apartment but it needs to be fixed up so I'm going to say November is the latest that I will move out of my parents house. I'm also close releasing a bunch of music and I mean actually releasing it so that what going on with me.

I'm nervous about my music because it super personal for me. I'm also nervous about moving out because I'm not going to have a roommate and I don't want to hit rock bottom again

Ryan

I feel like I'm wasting my time
How I got into mcr

Hello people

As the title says I'm going to tell you all how I got into mcr. Basically it started in middle school I had a crush on a girl who liked them and I got into them to have more to talk about. The first mcr song I heard of I remember correctly was The Ghost Of You and I liked them almost right away. Unfortunately I never told that girl I had a crush and on her and I probably never will

Ryry

Vampire bikini fight club!!!!!!

Heyooo!

How's that for a title! Really it has nothing to do with this blog but is the bare minimum plot of an anime I watched called kill la kill. It's super fan-servicey and over the top but it gets really deep and is amazing! I do recommend it but it's REALLY ADULT (17 minimum age) it's on Netflix with subtitles.

Anyways on to what I really want to blog about, I realize I'm an adult and can do pretty much whatever I want but I feel like I'm too old to say dye my hair or get a tattoo (I'm 25 but will be 26 on July 23) I don't really have an explanation for that feeling but I have it.

I'm breathing

Hello everyone

I'm doing well, I just don't have a lot to blog about. So I've been feeling a little stuck in life witch I think is because I've had writers block and I finally got out of it. I've been doing okay at my New Years resolution but it's hard when you can't drive and work every weekend but I'm going to get the ball rolling on moving out. I also cleaned my room yesterday in the hopes that I would find some things in needed, I didn't find them but I'm still glad I cleaned my room

Ryan

A new year

Hi everyone

So it's a new year and my resolution is to climb out of the rut I've been in for a while and live life. I'm also going to try and dust off so friendships I've have had.

It's time for me to go somewhere with my life

Hello everyone

So I'm 25 and I'm still living with my parents witch is fine but I just feel like it's time for me to be independent and move out on my own. I also want to take my music somewhere… I guess what I'm saying is I'm ready to start living my life

I'm growing old

I'm realizing that that I'm 25 and haven't really done anything super amazing (except for my album witch I didn't release that well). I'm still living with my parents (witch is starting to feel like it's time for me to move out). I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm feeling lost in life at the moment.

Where the hell is my album?

Hey everyone

If you've been fallowing me on here for the past 4 years or so you would know that I was recording an album well it's out now (at least physically) and I've already been working on the next one (if you read my last blog you can assume what it's about) so once I'm done with it it will get a physical and digital (iTunes Amazon etc) release and I will also release my first album digitally too

Thank for reading
Ryan

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