Fairy-in-disguise's blog

*sigh* I have no drawing ability whatsoever..but would love to have a killjoy version of myself/a symbol/or even just the id card of it ; ___ ; I've been trying to find somebody Iknow to do it..but no luck..so please? anybody?
complete freedom to make it look any way you want..just go off the information i have [will post under this stuff] haha (message me for anything else?) I'll love you forever!

Killjoy ID: Cyanide Exploitation
Since: 2005
First song: Helena
Favorite song: Hang em High
Killjoy Song: s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w
Killjoy Phrase: "I'll tell you all how the story ends
Where the good guys die and the bad guys win, who cares?
It ain't about all the friends you've made
But the graffiti they write on your grave
And all of us who've seen the light
Salute the dead and lead the fight, oh hell
Who gives a damn if we lose the war
Let the walls come down, let the engines roar"
Color: Pink
Symbol:
Status: Active

Killjoy ID :Adrenaline Infatuation
Since: 2005

Killjoy ID: Cyanide Exploitation
Since: 2005
First song: Helena
Favorite song: Hang em High
Killjoy Song: s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w
Killjoy Phrase: "I'll tell you all how the story ends
Where the good guys die and the bad guys win, who cares?
It ain't about all the friends you've made
But the graffiti they write on your grave
And all of us who've seen the light
Salute the dead and lead the fight, oh hell
Who gives a damn if we lose the war
Let the walls come down, let the engines roar"
Color: Pink
Symbol:
Status: Active

Killjoy ID :Adrenaline Infatuation
Since: 2005
First song: Helena
Favorite song: Famous Last Words
Killjoy Song: Planetary (Go!)
Killjoy Phrase: "Blow a kiss at the methane skies
See the rust through your playground eyes"
Color: Pink
Symbol:
Status: Active

I will be in LONDON! traveling with 9/10 other friends..I'll be seventeen and this trip is for all of us to experience the reality of life working in theatre and on stage :) workshops and training and tickets to shows
getting to see THE WOMAN IN BLACK on the London stage :D (most horrific live theatre performance for over 20 years), Les Mis, lion King, and one more..i believe it's wicked <3

can't wait...

oh! from my last few posts things are starting to look up again..for now..if only this happiness would truly last..anybody wanna talk? I need interactions with people >.<

I have never ever been truly disappointed in anybody within this fanbase-ever. but this is taking it WAY to far it's his own personal life and just because you're a mega fan or whatever doesn't entitle you to anything at all. Maybe now it'll open your eyes to the fact that they are all just human beings
GROWN ADULTS nonetheless and it's is life he can do whatever he wants.
nowhere does it say he has to tell you what's going on. If any of them do they'll say it themselves! Stop going around spreading rumors and hate and even death threats to the poor girl! all yall are doing is ruining the name of the band and mucking up every single one of their messages to us. really? If yall were "true fans" you wouldn't be acting like such immature children..spreading hate/lies/violence/promoting self harm/lies...enough is enough.

Take a look in the mirror; how would you like to be him, to be them, in all this?!

I'm having a nervous breakdown here again...made a 76 on my AP lang exam and a legit F on my math exam...*huff*

my mom and best friend are being butts to me cause i complained about ONE thing

ugh. so..being a military kid i'm used to seeing friend come and go-but my best friend? I can't have that again..me and him have been close for the past two almost 3 years...I can't lose him now/: not after everything we've been through..any friends that move always forget I exist and i dont want that to happen again- i was prepared for him leaving in May/June..same with me..but he'll be 20 by then and ill be 17..but no his parents have decided they're going to buy a house in the states and send him over there to watch over it and stuff..in March/April..he could be leaving before our birthdays..(March) and i don't know how to handle this..i don't want him to forget I exist and i cant stand being here to witness the loss of another friend..especially one so close..I'm in denial of it all yet it still hurts horribly...what do i do?

you'd think a person could watch a few music videos and listen to the new conventional weapons release (not new new but still) without people judging the band or assuming stupid crap...ugh..this usually doesnt upset me this much but with everything going on in my life right now i dont know how much more i can take..

Just would like to tell y'all that I've been a fan since 2005 and had to re-register my account on here (my forgetful self's fault)

and that if anybody ever wants/needs to talk i'm always here