TO EVERY ENEMY's blog

We all know that we look up to each and every member of MCR, but does anyone else (I'm sure a lot of you) look up to their wives, too? I'm just gonna go through the list and why I respect each one of them so much.
Christa Toro: Though her personal life is kept..well...personal and I do not know what her occupation is, I cannot help but admire her for her sweet personality. I have read many of her tweets and seen many posts where a lot of people have met Mrs. Toro, saying that she is extremely sweet and kind hearted. I admire that she does not make a big deal of the fact that her husband is so successful and that she continues to live a very private, normal life. (I admire this about all the band members, also.)

This has to be one of the most emotional, beautiful pieces of art I've ever watched. Watch it and you'll understand.

1)A song you like with a color in the title
Bury Me in Black

2)A song you like with a number in the title
Zero Percent

3)A song that reminds you of summertime
S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W

4)A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about
This is How I Disappear

5)A song that needs to be played LOUD
NA NA NA

6)A song that makes you want to dance
Planetary GO!

7)A song to drive to
Party Poison

8)A song about drugs or alcohol
The Sharpest Lives

9)A song that makes you happy
Vampire Money

10)A song that makes you sad
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

11)A song that you never get tired of
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

12)A song from your pre-teen years
Welcome to the Black Parade

13)Your favorite first album song
Vampires Will Never Hurt You

14)A song that you would love played at your wedding
(again) S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W

15)A cover song
Desolation Row

16)Your favorite second album song

So the other day I ordered the Umbrella Academy Apocalypse Suite off of amazon.com (the paperback version of course. The paperback is always better than digital) and I put it on rushed shipment so I got it today :DDDD
I read the entire thing and it was FUCKING AMAZING I CAN'T EVEN FJDSKALIFJS

My dad got a call just a few minutes ago saying that his cousin, who was about 60 years old, had died of a heart attack. Now, I have a HUGE family that is filled with numerous extended family members that I've never met, but I HAVE met him. I only talked to him for about ten minutes at a family gathering that we had not too long ago, but he was extremely kind. He had soft eyes and laugh lines and you literally just wanted to hug him when you met him, but me being socially awkward (even around my family) I just said a couple words to him along the lines of "hi" "how are you?" "how was your drive?" and then left to be off with cousins I actually knew. I really wish I had talked to him more because now I'm hearing my parents talk about how nice he was and how it just feels unreal. My dad seems...unusually happy. Which is really odd. He's laughing and joking around, but it feels like it hasn't really sunk in yet. That's what it looks like, anyway.

WARNING. THIS BLOG IS TOTALLY POINTLESS. I'm such a boring person. Pretty much ALL my blogs are pointless T______T

The tone of it is Italian and kind of classical, but a little demented. Kinda like Mama but totally different :P
I don't know. I'm feeling kind of...fucked up. I don't really know how else to describe it. I just kind of feel like nothing is real right now, that everything is just a dream. Hazy. Out of place. I feel like I'm not awake.
I'm extremely tired.
I'm sick.
I can't tell if I'm happy or sad, depressed or hysterical.
I kind of feel like I should just give it all up. Why should I even bother to care about anything anymore? No, I don't mean I want to give up life. I want to keep living, but...I don't even know. I just feel off.
I feel crazy.
I feel insane.
I feel hysterical.
I feel perfectly normal.
I feel perfectly fucking fine.

This song. Just...THIS SONG makes me feel like I belong. Makes me feel that all my fucked up-ness is okay, because it's just part of who I am. It makes me feel like I'm not alone. It's my anthem.
What are your anthems, killjoys?

I just thought I'd share this song with you all. I'm sure a lot of you have heard it, but whatever :P Blink 182 is really good, and this song and it's music video are equally beautiful and amazing, so here's a little piece of artwork to brighten up your day! (even though the song is pretty sad..and so is the music video, actually.)

My parents twentieth anniversary is coming up on Wednesday (I think it's wonderful), and tonight my dad brought my mom home a dozen pink roses. I thought it was the sweetest thing ever, you know, my dad starting to celebrate 20 years together in advance. But then, later tonight I hear him telling my mom how he's going to be OUT OF TOWN from Wednesday through Friday.
He's going to be GONE for their anniversary. He rarely calls when he's gone, too. I don't know, maybe I'm over reacting. I mean, I love my dad. I know I do, I kind of HAVE to. But the thing is, he's only great at the kind of 'friend zone' of parenting, you know what I mean? Where you can joke around, listen to music, that kind of thing. But when it comes to actual parenting? He's not exactly the best at it. He literally SCREAMS at us over the littlest things and he can be really aggressive. (Not abusive, aggressive. There's a difference.)