EvanBlack's blog

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Is what I keep getting told. But its honestly a straight up bullshit lie. I can't have anyone I want, because every girl I have ever wanted doesn't want me. So why do people keep telling me this bullshit lie?

I mean seriously... My ex gf has told me this bullshit... How could I have anyone I want?

I don't know. I hate being told this. So unless you are the one who wants to be with that person, then don't ever fucking say this to that person. Especially me.

:) I had a good night.

... and I can die if I want to. I can die if I want to. You would want to die too if happened to you~

:) I am actually not going to but I felt like saying it. These pills seem to make me feel better. Still hate my life right now. I am glad you guys are so awesome!

... one more day.

So its finalized as of yesterday. I am single and pissed about how it happened. But you know what... Its better this way. I don't need to deal with people who are going to lie to my face and call me paranoid when I'm right.

But now I just wish I had someone so bad it sucks! I am probably not in the best emotional shape to be looking for a relationship but I say fuck it. I love to love. I figure there has got to be another girl out there somewhere who needs me and would love to keep me in her bed ;)

I am turning 25 in four days and look like I'm barely turning 14.... Grr.. I am trying to bulk up but I think I will always just look so young.

I love to cuddle but I can be hott and powerful ;) I am not REALLY doing this right now XD I just thought I would put this up. I mean.. who knows... maybe someone will be interested in me. But I don't expect that. I mean its a MCR blogging site not a dating service :D But I can use the internet for whatever I want.

Ok so I am addicted to Fruit Roll Ups. They are freaking AMAZING! But I have a bottle of Tapatio that I like to eat with burritos and pizza. But I was like... I wonder....

Fruit Roll Up + Tapatio = Most totally excellent! Fruity Spicy Delicious Treat!

Let's get to the basics... My name is Evan. No this is not a fan fiction beginning. This is about my real life....

I love playing guitar, singing, and skating; hence the pictures. If you are wondering about the third picture.. well that's where I sleep; Cozy right?

I am technically psychotic, with other disorders, and they want me to take "rispedol" I don't know how to spell it. I don't want to take any freaking drugs. But I can't hold a job, I am ridiculously anti-social; because I hate stupid people. I can't make my way into college. I write songs and sing but I don't have a band. I have a mic which I use to try to record with Audacity but its such low quality its terrible and I don't have a drum kit, but I have been thinking about using Guitar Pro to make midi beats.

That's about it.

i DONT KNOW WHY BUT I AM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED i THREW MY KEYBOARD NOW i HAVE TO FIND THE KEYS