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More like the moment I've been dreading. I have to write lyrics to my songs. I have a note book full of lyrics but I just haven't got a clue on what to sing about.

I don't know what else to do right now. I'm bored I wrote a new set its on YouTube. I am probably going to start writing lyrics soon. I really wish I just had a singer lol. But someday I will just sing my own songs maybe even get a record deal.

Musicians write music for many reasons. My reason is because I can't do much else. Playing guitar keeps my mind from devouring itself and sinking me into depression. I sing because I want to be heard but I have no words to sing. I don't have a message.. everything is so cliche. I guess I just have to think this through. Why do I play? Why do I want to sing? What is it that I want to say?

I wrote this listening to mcr

I wrote this listening to mcr

I tried to donate my heart to a patient who needed it, but the doctor said it was too broken to be used.

This is the last thing I got from my friend. When I tried to call him it said his phone service was disconnected.

Does this freak anyone else out?

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Let me start by saying I just found this website, I started reading things on there and not really getting scared by anything. Most of it was obviously fake but some of it just seemed eerie and ominous, like it was written not by a person but a supernatural force. But that's not what I am here to talk about.

I decided to start keeping notes in my android notepad because of weird things that has been happening lately. I can't pin point when it started. But I will just explain what I remember.

I think the girl at the store put something in my sandwich. I came home and ate half of it and passed out. I couldn't wake up until now. Everytime I would wake up I couldn't move and just passed out again. Honestly, I'm not sure how long I can stay awake this time. I think I slept through adventure time. But all that sleep made me hungry. I think I'm going to go eat the other half to that sandwich...

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Where are the bands like this?

I'm awake. Be prepared for another onslaught of randomness. Fear my never ending mind! Through creation I shall conquer this day!