Well, I will start by saying.. The first time I heard My Chemical Romance was in an AoL Exclusive way back in the days of dial up internet. It was a crazy time when I felt like I couldn't do anything. I had no life, no friends, nothing... not even music. I loved MCR's Sound as soon as I heard it but I was so into Anime Music and also couldn't go out and buy CD's or anything... The only CD I had was a Creed CD.
Skipping to the future.. I eventually got my first MP3 Player... WOW HOW MY WORLD CHANGED!
I could finally listen to music!
So I spent this whole life musicless, with no real friends or family... I was completely alone.
As my depression kept growing I was getting more and more suicidal. I hate everyone and everything... I was becoming sociopathic and homicidal as well. I wanted everyone and everything to die. Then I came back to MCR...
I was listening to the song Ghost of You and I just was destroyed by its lyrics.. Broke down crying.. I am surprised I can even remember this.. I hated everything..
I don't really know why I am writing this... No one will ever read it.. I guess its for me mostly...
I know this has no point but my mind is so fucked up anyway.. I am done... maybe I will come back and write more later..