I am just trying to get it. It just doesn't make sense. I can't figure it out whats going on. Everything is so messed up. Living life to me is so strange. I wish I was a rock instead of a person. I wish I didn't have to think or talk. I don't even know what I want because I want nothing at all.
CAN I PLEASE HAVE NOTHING!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
Give away all my stuff I worked for. I could do it. But then I would just need to get more stuff because I'd be bored or I wouldn't be productive.
I think being productive is my most important goal but why is it that I can be more productive in