OMG! This is FREAKING AMAZING!!! it makes me think about a lot of cool stuff that can be done...
Whats up with that... I want to accept!!
"I want to know whats going on here... someone explain to me what happened.. I left for 10 mins.. 10 DAMN MINUTES! And you managed to evolve and destroy everything.." - God to humanity after coming back after creation.
I think thats more likely what happened. I think if there was a god creature he probably has no concept of time so while all these humans recklessly abandon each other in pursuit of one greater than self..
Guess who is greater than yourself... HUMANITY! PEOPLE COME ON!! Helping your fellow man is what will pull us through this.
Ok.. so I had to go to the clinic so that I can get counciling or whatever. I rode my bike there and on the way I ran into an old friend. Who he is cool and he doesn't give a shit what people think. I like that about him.
I then went and got to the front desk and just stood there trying to tell this person behind the counter what I need. But the problem is I HAVE NO IDEA! So I stared blankly for a second and then fumbled with some words then handed her all my papers and told her I need to sign up...
God I know I sound stupid for saying that but they should know if I am coming in here then I
I don't know what this blog is about... I just came on here because I love my chemical romance and I am having some real issues with life that I just can't seem to just follow along this path that is suppose to be laid out before me.
I do what I have to do because I have no money, not that I am complaining about that but I just don't don't quit understand it..
NOW to the other side..
Yeah. Those are jobs that need to be done. Those are all things that are needing to be done. But no one wants to do them... LOL BULL!
... I feel like crap and I don't want to do anything today..
I thank you guys who enjoying my blogs, but I don't even know what I am rambling about. It seems that everything I say is all very entertaining but what am I doing really to actively help in anyway either...
I am not good at much, I need to go to work and help them there but I just can't stop feeling sick and sad, even this feeling is frustrating for me because it just makes me feel worse... its like a constant spiral of self hate... I keep finding the next step down because the last step just wasn't enough stupid selfish pain that
So my philosophy is everyone is a genius. We just need guidance. The problem is there is no place for free guidance, ehem... let me rephrase that...
There is no place for free guidance where they don't try to pressure their views on you. I once talked to some christians. I told them I am going to hell, not because I am evil, but because its my choice too.
I see it this way... hell cannot hurt me... if my soul is immortal, then anything that happens, no matter how much torture I may receive then I will get over it.
Just signed up
Lol. I don't think he knows what hes doing here either.
ARE FLIPPIN' AWESOME!
So I made a bunch of flash cards so that I could learn, key signatures, major scales, and chords all at once.. Honestly its working and its really cool because if I want to make a chord progression, I just pick a chord card, throw it down, pick another one up, throw it down, and pick another one up and throw it down, then I go back to the first chord (which decides the scale, but you don't have to do it this way, any card can decide the scale) then looking at the scale I can see how the next to chords have to be played.
Then next thing is getting that circle of fifths
So.... I have been thinking.... I don't understand this blog thing, I use to never want anyone to know about what I was doing but you know what I guess I just thought I'd change everything up a bit.. I have been wanting to write more lately and I got some advice somewhere to start a blog.
Last night I got pretty messed up... didn't get to sleep until like 4am and got up at 8am to come to work lol.
I have a big bruise on my forehead... lol
I don't know what else to say right now... I like Peach tea.. I really like brisk peach tea but because its so hard to find and by a lot of I have to buy