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Havn't been here in a while...

So sick, so tired, I hate the sun, it burns my eyes...

I have been keeping up on this thing in japan. I had some weird dreams as it happened. One dream I had of the end of the world where I woke up in my living room a couple days before it happened. Then I had a second dream reoccuring from the last dream, I woke up in my living room again, but this time I was trying to escape a killer in my dream by climbing a tree and getting to the roof of this house.

I woke up from the nightmare just as my friend texted me saying a tsunami hit japan and was coming for the states.

Writing a lot of music

Trying to get a lot of things done with so little time and barely any motivation to even leave my bed. Things are so depressing but I keep on. Going on the best I can.

I lost my job...

I watched this video on youtube. I was learning the song dead on guitar its really fun. What a quite strange thing to do but this is me its what I do.

This song is so true and this guy who made this video. This is freaking amazing.

Anyway... I need to think about what I am going to do for money. These issues I have are causing to much problems for me and I need to get out more....

Does anyone know the way to the door?


Currently watching Felix the cat, the wonderful cat :3

This show is cool. That cat is so awesome with his bag of tricks. I wish I had a bowl of trix.. I am gonna get a bowl :|

Can someone tell me whats going on?

So... I am looking at this quarter as it sits on the couch, but I don't understand how this gravity thing works... Will one day we be blasted by an anti gravity field ray and rip apart the earth and everything will just go off into space and everything will be destroyed?

Or will a comet come down and destroy us all? I know pessimisism isn't the best philosophy but I am an optimistic pessimist lol. I look at the brighterside of the darkest ideas. I think about everything and wonder what other people are doing mostly. What does everyone else do?

I am trying to figure out my life but how do I


I am freaking tired of them.. Every single person in this world is a damn hippocrite, even me, but some are just not as bad as others.

The point I am making here is, I am tired of people telling me how I should live my life. I am tired of all this crap yet I have no control.

Why is that all these people can tell me that my lif...

Forget it...

This blog is going to be about why I am so tired to the point where waking up in the morning is so freaking hard that I have to remember why I am doing this.... I love her.

I am so tired of life... I have been tired of it since the day the gears started

My Question is.

Why is it that people think that their own happiness is directly related to how they feel themselves about their own position.. Rather then think about the relationship of the people around them?

Albert Einstien's theory of relativity is directly related to everything in existence including our own happiness. If we surround ourselves with happy motivated people then we will be directly impacted by that and become happy ourselves and their will be no bad times because their will only be good times.

Why do people think that their has to be bad in order for their to be good..


(I apologize in advance for all the caps... they are how I feel)


So... they are taking the F grade out of school? GOOD RIDDANCE I SAY!

The worst part is peoples damned opinion of it. Why is this bad?

Because students who are not willing to learn.. BULLSHIT! Every student is willing to learn up until they come to a teacher who GIVES UP ON TEACHING!

The problem we have here isn't the students, its OBVIOUSLY the teachers! WHY DOES NO ONE SEE THE FUCKING CONNECTION!!!

Students that do well in school are often

So I'm back...

... from outer space.. something about some other crap that happened but then the moon came and ate the earth, but OH NO NOT I, I WILL SURVIVE!

Don't ask...

Ok, so I didn't get on my laptop or anything all weekend. Played COD: Black Ops.. and OMFG What a crazy game...

Any whom.. lol..

Everything is weird.

I dunno... can someone tell me what this life is about and what I should do because I am just plain tired of it. Like... give me a reason to live and I will give you twenty reasons to die.

Give me twenty reasons to live, and I will give you one reason to hate me forever.

Magic is possible..

One day... we will be able to move objects with a single word..

One day... we will teleport with a single thought

One day... no man will rule over any other man.

One day... the universe will be a place of true freedom.