I have such a headache.. The same images keep playing in my head. If you are curious to what they are, read the poem.
I don't know what to do. I am so tired and can't sleep. I don't want to try to be happy anymore.
I should probably go to a hospital again, or something. But they don't really help. I don't want to take drugs ever. I'd rather just die than take drugs.
I know this probably isn't the best place to find help, especially with a serious condition like mine. Nothing anyone can say will make anything better.
I don't know what to do anymore.