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I stared blankly into his hazel eyes.

"You...what?" I asked him. He smiled a cute smile and hugged me.

"I love you." he repeated.

"I...love you, too." I told him. He pulled away and smiled at me again.

"C'mon. We've got somewhere to be." he said.

"Where?" I asked him.

"Oh, nowhere." he said with a wink and a small smirk. He grabbed my arm and pulled me behind him. He opened up my door for me and I stepped back into the Danger Car.

"What happened out there?" Ray whispered.

"Nothing." I said, smiling.

The rest of the day went by smoothly, only encountering 4 or 5 Draculoids. Finally we arrived at some type of circular building.

"What is this place?" I asked, staring up all the way to it's very last floor. It looked as if it had 20 floors.

"This," Gerard said, "is Korse's home." he said.

"His home?" I asked. "But, I thought he lived at the BL/ind center?" I asked.

"No, he lives here." Gerard told me.

Stranded in the desert, running alongside a couple of killjoys who keep you running. That's what life's like for me. And that, I believe, is what it always will be. I don't think anything could be changed, because if it was, I'd never be the same person again.

"You okay?" Gerard asked, looking in the rearview mirror of the Danger Car. I nodded, my head facing out of the window and my sandy-blonde hair whipping all around my face in the wind. Like always, no matter how many times I said I was okay, I knew I wasn't. Every since my brother had passed away, tears stained my ocean-blue eyes. My dirtied up skinny jeans, ripped in the knees, were stained with blood that was dripping from my knees from being dragged into the Danger Car. Ray leaned his arm around me.

"You realize everything will be fine, right?" he asked. I nodded.

"I guess. I mean, I guess I'm just going to take life as it comes, now that my brother's not here to protect me." I said.

I awoke the next morning on the dusty ground of the desert, next to Gerard and Frank. They were both still asleep. I sat up and grabbed my ray gun, when I noticed Ray and Mikey weren't there. I looked around for them when I spotted them shoving something into the Danger Car.

"What's that?" I asked as I reached them. Startled, they dropped what seemed to be a body bag. I looked at the bag and back up at them, then back down. "What is this?" I asked. I looked up at them again.

"It's...nothing." Mikey said, picking the bag back up and putting it into the Danger Car.

"No, it's something." I said. I pushed him out of the way and went up to Ray. "What is it?" I asked him.

"It's nothing!" he said. I softly slapped him.

"Don't lie to me! What is it?!" I asked.

"It's the body of your brother! We thought he needed a proper burial, being such a great killjoy and all." Ray said. I nodded.

I stared, teary-eyed at the lifeless body of my brother.

"They got him." I repeated, over and over. I just couldn't believe it. Gerard touched my shoulder and looked down at me.

"You've got to keep running." he told me.

"I can't, though. It's just...too hard. I'm so weak." I told him, holding the body in my arms.

"Remember, when you're weak, we'll carry you." he said. He put his arms underneath my back and legs and picked me up slowly. Tears were now pouring out of my eyes like waterfalls.

"He's gone." I kept saying. But Gee wouldn't let me cry. He wiped the tears out from under my eyes and kissed my cheek.

"It'll all be okay. No matter how long it's been since you've seen you're brother, you-" he said, but I cut him off.

So, I was just derpin' around on facebook when this My Chem group that I'm in had a picture of one of my friends with a new MCR pin.

I then got sad because like EVERYONE in that group has like 32321063514651231351 merch items and I have 5 shirts and the CD's and movies. That's it.

And she then told me to inbox her.

When I did..

She told me that she had bought another one and wanted to give it to me....

HOLY MONKEY.

I like flipped out. I smiled and like went all herp derp on my house...lol :3

So like, I told her my address and she's going to send it to me.

GARSH I'M HAPPEH.

So, I was just derpin' around on facebook when this My Chem group that I'm in had a picture of one of my friends with a new MCR pin.

I then got sad because like EVERYONE in that group has like 32321063514651231351 merch items and I have 5 shirts and the CD's and movies. That's it.

And she then told me to inbox her.

When I did..

She told me that she had bought another one and wanted to give it to me....

HOLY MONKEY.

I like flipped out. I smiled and like went all herp derp on my house...lol :3

So like, I told her my address and she's going to send it to me.

GARSH I'M HAPPEH.

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Cubicles-MCR, Helena- MCR, I Write Sins Not Tradgedies- Panic! At The Disco, I <3 Hello Kitty- Blood on the Dance Floor, Thanks for the Memories- Fall Out Boy, New Religion- Black Veil Brides

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Gerard Way or J.K. Rowling....or maybe all of MCR :3

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
James lumbered to his feet, his sea-green eyes crackling with anger, his redish-brown hair dishevelled.

4) What do you think about most?
The future, and what might happen to all of humanity.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"Life's not working out for me."

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Clothes on o.o

7) What's your strangest talent?
Um, being able to help people not hurt themselves, I guess. I've done it twice, and saved someone from killing themselves...

[Mod Note: Do not post pictures of Bandit. Please refer to this: http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/xxdeathnotronic/do-not-post-pictur... ]

I don't think I've done this yet, so I think I might as well do it now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANDIT LEE WAY!

I remember 3 years ago, when I found out Lyn-Z had her, I freaked out. And I can't believe it's already been 3 years.

Bandit, you're going to grow up to be a beautiful, talented killjoy. And I'm sure your mom and dad will make sure of that.

You're going to be wonderous and throughout these 3 years, you've grown to be so beautiful.

You've got mommy's eyes and daddy's nose (:

Anyways, Happy Birthday, Bandit! I hope you have a great one (but who wouldn't have a great birthday with incredible parents like yours?) (:

Thank you, MCR, for being there when I feel like no one else is there to listen to me. Thank you for writing songs that throughly understand my emotions. Thank you for being on this earth, because without this band, I don't think I would have even made it.

My life literally revolves around this band. Every morning when I wake up, the first thing that always pops into my head is "I've got to listen to a MCR song." and I do. During the day, my headphones are around my neck, and I'm playing every CD, starting from Bullets all the way to Danger Days, singing ever word of every song.

Sure, people look at me like I'm crazy. People tell me to shut up. But when I'm told that, you know what I do? I look at them, say "Fuck you." smile, and walk away. I don't need to waste my life on whores and bitches like them.

So, now that I've got your attention, I shall begin.

I just wanted to let you all know that the 27th of this month is Bandit Lee Way's birthday! So happy birthday, Bandit!

Also, an this is a quite big GLOB of news that maybe not many of you know.

I just wanted to let you know that My Chemical Romance is starting to record next month. If you didn't know, I just watched you freak out.

And if you did, I just watched you smile with happiness in hopes that it will be out soon.

Either way, I'm not sure if this is true, but I was just derpin' around Zone 6, when I saw a post that said there was a picture of Gee and under it it said "Albums: My New Life Begins". Has someone accidentally leaked the title of the next album? I hope this is true, but anyways, when I find out the release date of the next album, I shall be staying the night in a store by the CD's waiting for them to get it.

And when it gets there, you BETTER believe I will be the FIRST to grab one.