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Not the best day.

I feel empty, alone and I don't even know what I am doing :(
I feel that something bad is about to happen...

Gray day.

It's raining a lot, and when I say a lot, I mean A LOT!!! That's not possible! And the day is awful... it's sad and I'm bored and I 'm tired of the F homework.

What do u think.

This is stupid but I'm really tired of a friend for whom I've always been there, help her through hard times, and never NEVER had someting in return. I mean, I'd do anything for my friends but they normally appreciate it. But she acts like if it was me, MEE, who had to be glad of being her friend... She never tried to understand me, not even got a hug when I most needed or an "everything will be okay". And it was me who always stood up for her when the others had left her alone. And she knows it. And she also knows I always pick up people who are rejected or whatever and that I will always accept them. She only seems to focus on herself (I do it too but it's not always me !!!). We always have to do what she wants, if someone has a different opinion, we can't share it or even think about it. I feel that she's "stealing" somehow my best friend... and it's all like aaghh :(

What do u think.

This is stupid but I'm really tired of a friend for whom I've always been there, help her through hard times, and never NEVER had someting in return. I mean, I'd do anything for my friends but they normally appreciate it. But she acts like if it was me, MEE, who had to be glad of being her friend... She never tried to understand me, not even got a hug when I most needed or an "everything will be okay". And it was me who always stood up for her when the others had left her alone. And she knows it. And she also knows I always pick up people who are rejected or whatever and that I will always accept them. She only seems to focus on herself (I do it too but it's not always me !!!). We always have to do what she wants, if someone has a different opinion, we can't share it or even think about it. I feel that she's "stealing" somehow my best friend... and it's all like aaghh :(

So sleepy.

I am falling asleep literally on my homework. The weather is awful and it doesn't help. I'm scared coz I think I'm falling for a guy and that's not good. Not now at least. I'm such a disaster. I NEED FRESH AIR OMG!!!! *start acting crazy*

Already tired... and it's Monday TT.

That's not good at all... I can't sleep as I used to. Last night was particularly difficult and this makes my dark circles look even worse than they usually look, my eyes burn and worst of all, I don't know what I do. I mean yes, I know what I am doing but it's like I don't think about it and I can't feel almost anything (which is sometimes great but maybe not when I have to be very attentive in class ^^) and I only want to sleep but have to wait for 9 or 10 hours until I'm able to do it. And then , at night I can't sleep :(

How Could I...

Forget that yesterday was MIckey's birthday!!!!! I'm such a disaster!!!

So, Happy birthdayy Mickey!!!! I hope you enjoyed it!!! :)

Hey again.

So my summer ended, which is something I don't like but school is at least interesting... But I'm asleep like all the time, and nervous even if sometimes I don't know why... (that's weird).
I finally got rid of my depressive thoughts about that person I once loved (^^) but he appears in my dreams!!! Aaaah!!! It's impossible to forget him even if it's over... and my friends don't understand me (yeah, like almost always) and tell me to forget about him but they are constantly reminding me of him... SO? I already told EVERYBODY it was over for meee!!!
I want/need to travel somewhere far away from here... I need to calm down but here it's impossible. I'm messing things up with death (yeah what a happy post) because everyone seems to die today and I want to cry but I can't 'cause I just don't want to think anymore... OK I need to sleep and I really hope tomorrow will be an awesome day to think about other things.
This blog is weird... I just needed to write this down somewhere...

Don't want the summer to end.

I'm living like in a fantasy bubble... And I don't want this feeling to end. Never.
Agh. Coming back to "reality" and goodbyes are probably one of the things I hate the most when summer ends. It doesn't have to be a real goodbye but having to leave your freedom sensation is something hard to me as during the rest of the year I feel like I was a doll manipulated by the others and the summer is my moment to be me, to think, to have my time... But well, I'll be happy in Halloween and Christmas etc. But I still feel a bit nostalgic.
Why am I posting this? Because I felt like doing it, even if an hour later I think this sounds stupid.
I hope you all had a great summer :)

My top 10 obsessions atm.

So I was bored and all alone and suddenly I thought: hey, let's do that.
Here are my top 10 obsessions at the moment:
- Ice cream (all flavours, really).
- This website ^^.
- Make up (when I was little I promised I would never wear it... and look at me now ):p.
- Hair chalk ( I had yesterday my first hair chalk after dreaming with it for about 3 months.it's fantastic. mine's blue).
- All from Harry Potter (I've already read the books at least 4 times. lol. I'm so insane)
- Stephen King (well, his books, not him lol).
- red contacts (but can't convince my parents XD)
- Dreamcachers (Idk

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