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I don't know if I can keep running:(

The past couple days i've been feeling beyond depressed. I seriously feel like ending it!! I don't know whats wrong with me, but I'm just not interesed in anything anymore. The only thing that's been on my mind lately is wanting to die!! I listen to MCR all day! I'm just at such a low point i don't know if i want to even keep running. I have a feeling that i'm probably going to be in the hospital by the end of this week. well that's all.....

I'm really upset

I'm really upset right now....I feel like I'm close to cutting again. My parents are on the verge of divorce & I feel like it's all my fault. I don't have a good relationship with my Dad & I feel like everything I do isn't good enough for him. I just feel lost right now. Half the time I feel like I have to hide who I really am to my family. My cousin has been trying to help me but she doesn't realize all she is doing is yelling at me and it's just making me feel worse.

Hey Fellow Killjoys<3<3<3

I just wanted to say that you all are awesome! Thanks for getting me through hard times! Just wanted to let you all know that you all rule!!!

Love you killjoys
Keep running
<3 Sunshine Slaughter

Are there any MCR fans in or around Green Bay??

If so please message me!!
Sunshine Slaughter

Could use someone to talk to

I don't know why but I'm just severly depressed right now. I want to self-harm again but im trying to resist not to. I need someone I feel like I don't have anyone in my family that i can talk to. I don't know who to message or where to start so if someone could message me that would be nice. Thanks.
xoxo
Sunshine Slaughter

Killjoy name??

I need help coming up with a killjoy name, any suggestions??

Just curious

If you message one of the guys in My Chem, do they eventually respond to you or not? I messaged 2 of them and they haven't messaged back, so I was just wondering if they do or not?
Thanks Em

I wish....

I wish I had a friend or best friend that's into MCR as much as I am. I don't have many friends and the one's I do have don't really like them. I just wish I had someone to talk to about MCR. Anyone want to be my friend?

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