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Is anybody up

Anyone want to chat?

Pissed off & upset

I'm so upset and sad right now. I just want to lock myself in my room for weeks and just sleep and talk to my lonely self. I really hate my life right now!!

Happy birthday Mikey:):)

Hope you have a great day & thanks for inspiring me & of course everybody in My Chem!!!

Emily aka Sunshine Slaughter

Need help deciding

So a couple months ago my family and I found out that my aunt Bonnie has stage 3 bone cancer:( She's hanging in there.. were planning on having a benefit for her in October and I'm thinking of maybe asking my parents, uncle & cousin if I can sing the song Cancer. That song really reminds me of her. I'm just afraid that she'll get mad if I sing it. So I can't decide if I should or not?? What do you guys think?
Thanks for your help & suggestions

Really upset at the moment

My parents are fighting screaming at each other. It's getting to the point where their talking about divorce. I feel so guilty right now and I feel like its all my fault. I know its not but then why do I feel so guilty.....i can't shake this feeling off...I don't like it I need to talk to someone.

Feeling crappy this morning

Not sure why, anyone want to talk??


Anyone want to chat message me!!!
<3 Sunshine Slaughter <3

Anyone on that I can vent to?

Anyone on that I can vent to please????!!!! I'm in so much pain right now!!!

[Edit: Please refrain from posting about self harm. If you need somebody to talk to, ask people to message you and most people will be happy to help. Unfortunately, due to serious legal issues we cannot allow posts of this nature. Sorry, and thank you for understanding. The mods xo]

3. No self harm posts
If you are feeling like you may harm yourself please contact someone who can help.

Call 1-800-273-8255 or visit or

To my friend I Love MCR

your the besst!! thanks for getting me through this rough time!! I love you soooo much!!!

♥♥Sunshine Slaughter aka Emily

Panic attacks suck!!

My boyfriend of 1 year & 4 months just broke up with me! I'm crying and having a really bad attack, apparently a year and 4 months doesn't mean anything to him! I'm just going to go take my panic attack meds try not to cry & blast MCR!!
Hating life at the moment