emilykilljoy22's blog

Not sure why, anyone want to talk??

Anyone want to chat message me!!!
<3 Sunshine Slaughter <3

Anyone on that I can vent to please????!!!! I'm in so much pain right now!!!
emily

[Edit: Please refrain from posting about self harm. If you need somebody to talk to, ask people to message you and most people will be happy to help. Unfortunately, due to serious legal issues we cannot allow posts of this nature. Sorry, and thank you for understanding. The mods xo]

3. No self harm posts
If you are feeling like you may harm yourself please contact someone who can help.

Call 1-800-273-8255 or visit suicidepreventionlifeline.org or twloha.com/find-help. You can also contact The Trevor Project at thetrevorproject.org or by calling their Lifeline at 866-488-7386.

your the besst!! thanks for getting me through this rough time!! I love you soooo much!!!

♥♥Sunshine Slaughter aka Emily

My boyfriend of 1 year & 4 months just broke up with me! I'm crying and having a really bad attack, apparently a year and 4 months doesn't mean anything to him! I'm just going to go take my panic attack meds try not to cry & blast MCR!!
Hating life at the moment
Emily

It's 4:20 in the morning and i can't fall asleep and bored. Anyone want to chat??

♥ Sunshine Slaughter

I have a idea for a story but i'm not really good at writitng. If anyone would want to help please message me.
Thanks
Sunshine Slaughter

I'm done I can't keep running. Sorry fellow killjoys!!

The past couple days i've been feeling beyond depressed. I seriously feel like ending it!! I don't know whats wrong with me, but I'm just not interesed in anything anymore. The only thing that's been on my mind lately is wanting to die!! I listen to MCR all day! I'm just at such a low point i don't know if i want to even keep running. I have a feeling that i'm probably going to be in the hospital by the end of this week. well that's all.....

I'm really upset right now....I feel like I'm close to cutting again. My parents are on the verge of divorce & I feel like it's all my fault. I don't have a good relationship with my Dad & I feel like everything I do isn't good enough for him. I just feel lost right now. Half the time I feel like I have to hide who I really am to my family. My cousin has been trying to help me but she doesn't realize all she is doing is yelling at me and it's just making me feel worse. I want to tell my boyfriend about how I feel cuz he always says if I'm upset to talk to him but I'm afraid if I do he'll leave me or something. I'm going to keep running as long as I can.