emilykilljoy22's blog

I wanted to thank ALL of you guys/killjoys for being my 2nd family!! You guys really do help me alot through my problems! I'm just so happy and gratefull that I don't even know what to say...thank you doesn't even express how thankfull I am! Anyways thanks guys & I ♥ you all! Also I'm hear for anyone who needs help~! I'm glad to help like you guys help me! So if anyone needs a ear..I'm right here!!
Signing off (Even though I'll be on all night lol)
Sunshine Slaughter~
Emily

And cry myself to sleep..and drift into a place where i can be happy and do anything.

I'm stressed, scared, & worried. Can someone please message me...

I just want to say thank you all so much! You guys truly are my second family. The only people I can express my feelings/sadness/frustrations with and not be judged! There's a couple people I want to say thank you too:
-MCRnum1fan97
-Ravan VanSlaughter
-TO EVERY ENEMY
-Dreaming of MCR
-brittanypattersonmcr
-Seka00
-my-famous-last-words
-Love n Razorblades
-I Love MCR.
-mcsquizzymcr
Without you guys I wouldn't be here!! All the rest of you too. These are just some of the people that have been really helping me out lately!!
xoxo
Sunshine Slaughter

If anyone wants to chat message me or add me on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/#!/emily.tielens
:)
Love
♥
Sunshine Slaughter

If u read my last blog , you will understand why. My ex still wants me to talk to him and be friends, should I after what he did? Thanks for your help, love u guys!!!

The last 2 break-ups have been extremely hard for me. This last one especially since it's been the longest one I've ever had 1 year & 9 months! We broke up a couple weeks ago. But today I woke up to a phone call from my best friend (which my ex was her brother, she set us up) saying that he stole jewerly from my parents and pawned it. Also he got me a engagement well my mom paid for most of it cuz he couldn't come up with the money, but I lost it a while back for a day or so. I looked everywhere for it. Couldn't find it and he always gave me a guilt trip about it. Turns out HE HAS IT! I"m sorry that's bullshit, your going to give me a guilt trip when you have it!!! Also he told my friend (his sister) that the only reason he dated me was for my money, thanks to him now I have no money cuz I cared about him to much and spent it on him. Hell I bought him a car for his birthday and he didn't appreaciate it!

1) Height? 5'3 (Yea i'm short, all my friends are taller than me, my 14 year old sister is even almost.)
2) Virgin? I don't think anyone really needs to know that.
3) Shoe size? 9
4) Sexual orientation? Straight but sometimes I think i'm bi
5) Do you smoke? no
6) Do you drink? Yes on occasion
7) Do you take drugs? Yes, for anxiety, depression, panic attacks, & seizures
8) Age you get mistaken for? Not sure really, maybe 18
9) Have tattoos? Yes 3 so far
10) Want tattoos? A couple more wouldn't hurt. Next 1 is definetly going to be a MCR one:)
11) Have piercings? Used to
12) Want piercings? Yes
13) Best friend? Don't really feel like I have a true best friend that I can tell everything too, but if I had to pick it would be my friend Beth or Lyssa, they've been with me & I've known them the longest.
14) Biggest turn ons? Rather not say, feel to weird saying it on here.
16) Biggest turn offs? Being mean, judging me before you get to know me

My sister hates me my dad hates me! I hate my life. There's nothing in it for me, IM DONE! Thanks to everybody on here who has helped me I love you all!

xoxo emily

The first 2 pictues are of my 18th birthday which was my golden birthday!! The sencond one is also with my best friend in the whole world since 1st grade Lyssa.
The third picture of my is another one when I was in Conneticut