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Today....just wow

Wow, I just got home a half hour ago from my first day at my new job. I gotta say I'VE never ever felt this physically and emotionally drained!! I just feel drained. Don't get me wrong I love my new job it's awesome, so many nice people. Today wasn't the day I expected though. I had a feeling this was going to happen today and of course with my BAD LUCK, I was fuckin right! Like really out of all the days god why today! My first day of the the EXACT day I did't want it to happen! I got my time of the month today and when I do get it only on the FIRST day I get in so much pain.

Need help deciding guitar or bass??

I need suggestions. I want to learn to play something, I know it would really boost my self-confidence! I can't decide though if I should do guitar or bass. I'm kinda a slow learner, I have ADD and a learning disability. I've been asking my friends and everyone says I should probably do bass, they said it would be easier and it seems like it would...but I'm stuck cuz I really want to do guitar too. Would bass be easier for a person like me?
Thanks for any input or suggestions
Sunshine Slaughter

Thought I'd steal 1 of these and do it to cure my bordem, lol

1)A song you like with a color in the title

Pale Blue-Deadstar Assembly

2)A song you like with a number in the title

1985 - Bowling For Soup

3)A song that reminds you of summertime

Follow Me-Uncle Kracker

4)A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

I'll give you 4 songs:
1. My Black Dahlia-Hollywood Undead
2. I Don't Want To Think About You- Simple Plan
3. Addicted- Simple Plan
4. Far Away- Nickleback

5)A song that needs to be played LOUD


6)A song that makes you want to dance
I'lll give you 3:
1.Planetary (GO!) - My Chemical Romance
2.Professional Griefers-

Anyone want to RP a story with me?

Message me if interested, and I'll tell you the idea I had in mind.

Anyone up to talk...

No matter what I do, I can't fall asleep.

Very confused and don't know what to do about these feelings...

Okay so there is this guy. His name is Greg we've been friends since 1st grade, he's one of my only guy friends from childhood. I've recently started hangout with him again. The first time I saw him since high school was on my birthday. I'm really starting to have feelings for him, but I've been having this weird feeling that he doesn't like me as a friend anymore. I've e-mailed him asking if he still likes me as a friend and he hasn't responded to me? Just the thought of losing him as a friend really hurts!!! Should I be worried or am I just overreacting?? I need suggestions. Thanks

Birthday picture

Like I promised, here's a picture of my friends and I and my father and sister celebrating my birthday!!

Thank you everybody for the birthday ♥ and birthday wishes!!

Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday:
-I Love MCR.
- KeepRunningKilljoy
- TigerBeam
- Itzel´s blog
- Wang Shiwen
- kaitlyn215
I had an awesome birthday/night! I got to reunite with an old OLD friend which made me happy, cuz we haven't hungout since I think maybe 10th grade of high school! Yes I'm a bit hungover today, but the point is I had the best time and I had fun!! I will post a pic or 2 of my friends and I at my b-day when I get them! Anyways thank you all and I ♥ you!
~Stay beautiful, keep it ugly~
Sunshine Slaughter

Today's my Birthday!!!

I'm so excited, even though I turn 23 I'm still excited!!Today's going to be so much fun. My best friend and I might go get another friendship tattoo together!!! I'm just really excited today!!! Hope you all have a wonderful day or at least try too!! Also just got one of the best presents MY parents aren't getting a divorce or moving out so I'M HAPPY!!

Well today has been one of the hardest days

Today I found out this morning I lost my Aunt Bonnie. She died this morning from her cancer. She had been fighting bone marrow cancer for 9 months. Today's been really hard for me in realizing the fact that she's gone. So tonight all I've been doing is watching MCR on Youtube. Wow, sometimes I forget how much they make me feel better through hard times. Even though some of the songs I listen to remind me of her and I cry, I still feel a little bit better. I know these next couple days are going to be extremely hard for my family and I.