emilykilljoy22's blog

Okay so there is this guy. His name is Greg we've been friends since 1st grade, he's one of my only guy friends from childhood. I've recently started hangout with him again. The first time I saw him since high school was on my birthday. I'm really starting to have feelings for him, but I've been having this weird feeling that he doesn't like me as a friend anymore. I've e-mailed him asking if he still likes me as a friend and he hasn't responded to me? Just the thought of losing him as a friend really hurts!!! Should I be worried or am I just overreacting?? I need suggestions. Thanks
Em

Like I promised, here's a picture of my friends and I and my father and sister celebrating my birthday!!

Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday:
-I Love MCR.
- KeepRunningKilljoy
- TigerBeam
- TO EVERY ENEMY
- Itzel´s blog
-corpse5
- Wang Shiwen
- kaitlyn215
I had an awesome birthday/night! I got to reunite with an old OLD friend which made me happy, cuz we haven't hungout since I think maybe 10th grade of high school! Yes I'm a bit hungover today, but the point is I had the best time and I had fun!! I will post a pic or 2 of my friends and I at my b-day when I get them! Anyways thank you all and I ♥ you!
~Stay beautiful, keep it ugly~
Sunshine Slaughter

I'm so excited, even though I turn 23 I'm still excited!!Today's going to be so much fun. My best friend and I might go get another friendship tattoo together!!! I'm just really excited today!!! Hope you all have a wonderful day or at least try too!! Also just got one of the best presents MY parents aren't getting a divorce or moving out so I'M HAPPY!!

Today I found out this morning I lost my Aunt Bonnie. She died this morning from her cancer. She had been fighting bone marrow cancer for 9 months. Today's been really hard for me in realizing the fact that she's gone. So tonight all I've been doing is watching MCR on Youtube. Wow, sometimes I forget how much they make me feel better through hard times. Even though some of the songs I listen to remind me of her and I cry, I still feel a little bit better. I know these next couple days are going to be extremely hard for my family and I. So for the next couple days I know i'm going to have to turn to MCR for comfort.
RIP Aunt Bonnie, I hope your in a better place now and that you no longer have to suffer. Me, my family, and especially my dad all miss and love you. I just feel bad that you weren't able to get the transplant earlier.

I was supposed to get surgery yesterday on the side of my head. They rescheduled it to the 9th. I'll update when it's done. I also have surgery for a different thing kinda for the same reason this is going to happen on the 3rd, so I'm nervous for that.. but we'll see how it goes. Thanks for your support guys!! Oh and what a great start to the new years with someone PRANK calling me, it's really really pissing me off so my phone's off!

Just how i'm feeling at the moment.

Well I hope everyone has a wonderful day! My day started out awesome My little sister made me a huge MCR POSTER that I can't stop staring at like a stupid person but i dont care cuz I'M HAPPY!!! She also got me a MCR shirt I also got a mcr cd but I already have that one so I might exchange it for one I don't have!

This is a old picture of me for you! Anyways Thank you so much for helping me these last couple days. You are such an amazing person! I just wanted to thank you and say how much I love and care about you!!!! Thanks for caring and being my friend. I ♥ you!!!!
Sunshine Slaughter

I don't know exactly how to feel..I feel kinda numb i guess. I just got a call from the doctor saying that I could possibly have cancer..I have to go in on the 31st for surgery to make sure they remove it all. I don't know i'm scared and nervous and feel a little sad.