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I broke

That is all

Bored and can't sleep

Anyone up too talk?

Anyone on here have AS (Asperger Syndrome) or high functiong autism?

Just wondering because I think I have it and I've discussed it with my Mother and she also thinks so. I want to get diagnosed by a doctor for sure. This has had a big I think (negative) impact on my life. I just feel all alone and would love to talk to someone who feels or can relate to this. Thanks!
Keep running
Sunshine Slaughter A.K.A Em

Something to do to pass the time.


So here's what you do;
1.Go to your music player
2.Put it on shuffle
3.For each scene, press the next button and so on.

Here's what I got;

Opening credits: Nsync-Falling

Waking up: Linkin Park- With You

First Day of school: Jensen & Jared- Supernatural

Fighting: AFI- Girls Not Grey

Breaking Up: Aladdin- Arabian Night

Prom: Michael Jackson- You Rock My World

Life is good: Godhead- Penetrate

Mental Breakdown: Christina Milian- Am To Pm

Driving: Framing Hanley- Hear Me Now

Flashback: My Chemical Romance- The Light Behind Your Eyes

Making Up:

Anyone up to talk

I'm wide awake and can't sleep.

Anyone wanna chat??

Just bored and looking for some new friends to talk too!!

I can't stand being in my skin

I can't stand how I feel. All these negative/bad/sad emotions are coming to me at once. I'm my own worst enemy right now, and I CAN'T F***ING STAND IT!!! Just everything about me disgusts me right now. I feel like i'm going to go insane or crazy.. Why are nights (or at least tonight always bad) ever since my Dad passed nights have been so hard. I just wish I could stop this feeling. I wish I could be somebody else just for a day I don't care who, just someone else.

Bored,anyone want to do a story with me??

Besides the people I'm already doing stories with. I'm just coming out of my bad writer's block from this past month! So all the people I am doing stories with, please be patient I'm replying to them now. It would only be in messages. So message me if your interested or wat to. Thanks:)

This month is going to be hard....

it's only the 4th and this month sucks!!! ITS NOT FAIR!!! On the first my Dad passed away, it still hasn't set in. I'm still in shock! Havent slept yet! I've been listening to MCR nonstop on repeat!!! So I might not be on here as much for awhile..

I need someone to talk too

I almost died yesterday! I'm scared and confused and I feel lost. I had a seizure yesterday I felt like I was close to dying. I need someone to talk to about it, I don't care who just someone i feel like i;m the only person going through this right now and i'm really really scared. I want my mom and I want to go home but I can't at the moment.