Sweet Unbroken's blog

I only fell once (willingly) because I was stuck on the bumpers on the top, so I thought "Hey, I'm gonna fall anyway, so why not make it graceful?" So I fell gracefully to my knees. ha ha It was my first time skating EVER in my life. But you know what was awesome? A girl was wearing an MCR t-shirt! I didn't get to talk to her because the friend I was with wouldn't leave me alone for one second, so that part sucked. Anyway, I got more trouble from my ear. It started bleeding in public. *sigh* Not good.

I have a bruised tailbone and my ear freaking hurts. To top it all off, my friend Star and I can't go shopping tomorrow. We were planning to TEAR UP Hot Topic! Ha ha

I snagged my earring on my bed sheets last night and when I cleaned out my ear this morning the cotton swab was brown. I took out the earring and it bled EVERYWHERE! It was horror movie bad!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I am so frustrated!
Damn the man who used to be my friend.

Sometimes you have to let things go.
You have to sacrifice your own happiness for other people in order for them to be happy, even if it means you're dying inside because of what you sacrificed. I've sacrificed a lot of things for people, but no one has ever sacrificed anything for me. People want to point out my flaws and yell at me because of what they think they did for me so I could be better as a person, but in truth, I had to do a lot more than they did. They planted the idea, but I made it grow into a reality.
Sometimes the best thing to do is let people think they are better than everyone else, because it truly makes you the better person. You make more people happy that way.

~Sorrow Killer

First picture is me without makeup (YIKES) and the second with is with me wearing makeup (eh). lol
Took me three weeks a lot of begging for my mom to let me do this, so I am extremely grateful! ha ha

I just ran three miles on the treadmill! And I've decided to undergo a strict diet starting Monday. (Lord help me.) Pray for me, because I've tried before and lost the battle against food and it's temptations. I need courage and strength for this round. It's my life and health we're talking about.
I'm going to need a world of support, and I know you guys will help me. Let's face it, you're all I've got.
You guys have helped me kick my cutting habit, my depression, and my hatred against human beings. I know you can help me on this one.
My goal is to lose 20 to 26 pounds by June 6th (I know it sounds impossible, but it's not!), and I need an online buddy (or buddies) who is willing to do this with me and we can support each other. I'm not going to lie, it's going to be challenging, but I have faith in us!
Comment or message me if you want to do this with me, because it'd mean the world!

Love,
Sorrow Killer. <3 xoxo

"The Story" by Brandi Carlile. It's SUCH a good song! I heard it on the radio last night and I kept thinking, "This is a good love song.... people should hear this."

I have purple highlights now! HELL YES! Now I'm dressed in all black (including my BVB t-shirt) and I am smiling up a storm. lol

"May the odds be ever in your favor!" - Effie Trinket.
I love The Hunger Games! I've been wearing my hair in a braided ponytail with almost ZERO makeup to channel my inner Katniss Everdeen, because I'm going as her when I go to see the movie.

~Sorrow Killer