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the Demon is out of his cage

well i tore my ACL LCL and some others plus i ripped my meniscus in football....well iv been laid up in bed for about 3 months now....i gain'd about 20 pounds in fat and lost 30 pounds in muscle...ya that is so bad i prob so im about 10 pounds in difference...so about 250...lol i got a lil fat under my chin i cant stand...well i get to walk again soon so my doc told me i can work out again!......once he told me that i busted out 100 push ups.....keep in mind i was very fit when i got hurt....like 500 push ups a day....250-300 when you wake up....same at night....and 500 sit ups....thats not

Blackheart family heirloom!

in my family...on my moms side...well...we grow fangs....its a genetic thing...i will happen to the first born and the first born of all the children....i am the first born...the doctor wants me to pull my fangs back with braces...its so cute my sweetheart loves my fangs...she thinks there sexy ;) and our fangs get bigger until we stop growing...makes me proud to be a blackheart...makes me glad my sweet heart likes them....wish the pic was better its kinda crappy...

forever yours
your demon
Jet Blackheart

The story of the blackheart's

well...my father disowned me...whey back when i was a kid i use to look up at my father....FUCK!

Broken bones

I cant stop crying...i never cry and here i am i cant stop....i heard her cry and say pleases dont hurt me...i..i cant feel my hands...i think ill lose my mind if i hear her cry again....its eating at me...for gods sake i cant get it out of my HEAD!!!!.....im losing it....i cant handel to hear her cry...not like that..i cant sleep right now all i hear is " dont hurt me" over and over in my head...i love her so much but i have know whey to show her...i would never hurt her...NEVER!!!...i love her to much im starting to become obbsesed....fuck i dont smoke but now would be a time for one...im

Sick in the head...fucked in the mind

man life is such a bitch right now...parents are fighting...divorce is on the way...I know that its not my fault but i cant stand the fighting anymore...my dad is having issues,or he just dosnt like me...im pretty shur he told me he dosnt love me anymore...FUCK!...I wasn't born for this shit....i cant wait to leave this hell...im going to change my name too...like fuck i want to be named after the man that dosnt love his first born son...the man i called dad...i just want to leave and travel the world with my sweet heart...im just so tired of fighting every day...at least i get to talk to the

Fuck the title im in love!

great night with my girl...i think shes the one, i really have never have felt like this for anyone...i didnt even like myself this much...I..I really lover her...I know one thing for shur...Im going to marry that girl...she has my heart in her hand...im not to worried lol she likes my last name to...well i hope she likes the name Jessica Blackheart...she is apart of me and i love her...not a moment goes by wheres shes not on my mind...I fucking love her

x forever and always
your demon
AJ Blackheart-

you are my heart...and i am your armor

today I heard my sweetheart cry...she didn't cry for anyone...she cried for me...she cried for my pain!
...my parents are splitting up and didn't I cry...she knew this was a hard time for me and i refused to face the pain...i couldn't...here i am letting my pain get the best of me...letting my black heart get blacker...she new it hurt me...she took that pain for me!...Whats Wrong with Me!...she took my pain...she took it because she loved me...she took it because she cared!...she cares!?!? when I hear her cry my soul ripped...my heart stopped...I never want to hear it again...i just might

the mask of hate

I never feel like im good enough...not for anyone...not for my love...well i thought i would blog a few pics of me for my sweet heart...the only time I smile is for her...

for you my love

x.Your love
and Demon
AJ-

My black heart is yours

I love this girl so much...She loves me...Yet here i am wondering what i could do to show her my love.
I got it...ill give her my heart...It may be black, but its hers!...I have never loved anyone...Not like this...
My heart only beats for you Jessica...You are my whole world...you are my muse...Tu es l'amour de ma vie...Je veux être avec toi pour toujours...

x. always and forever
Your Demon
...AJ-
PS. ya I did learn some french for you my sweet

thou shall not fall, thou shall not break

I use to believe in love. i believed it was everlasting. and for the longest time i thought i wasn't good enough for it...but then i meet my sweet heart and for the first time i was happy...i thought everyone should feel this and thought how could somebody tell you i dont love you...this morning my mother and father said that they hated each other...they are now getting a divorce....my heart hurts...i do not cry...i never have cried...my heart gets blacker every day and now im at a new low...I still do not cry
am i just that person...the one who dosnt feel pain...all i do now is just think

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