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memories fade, but love is forever!

iv been gone for 4 days with family and it was cool....i hated not being able to talk to my sweetheart...it was like every night i had a more vivid dream about her....last night was so real i was walking with her and i could not get her ation....it like she couldn't see me....well im back and i cant wait untill we talk again i miss you jessica and love you very much and there wasnt 1 second that when by that i didnt miss you....

forever and always
your demon
Jet Blackheart

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YA YA I KNOW

[] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[] bought porn (im not a sucker)
[] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR:4
[X] taken painkillers
[X] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die (more times than you can count)
TOTAL SO FAR: dont care
[X] missed curfew (never had one im a night child)
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist (hurt my leg not a mental one)
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[] dyed your hair (wanted to dye it white or black but, fuck i look hot as hell now with my hazel eyes)
[] been in an accident

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New life veiw

for as long as i can remember i have hated everyone....i was a very mean and evil person...i did not like to be around people or have friends...i was truly filled with hate...but when i meet this girl i changed....well only to her....all i want is to talk to her and make her smile...i just want to hold her and never let go....its funny because i have never been told "I love you" to me by another person and i have never been hugged....but with her....she tells me i love you every day to me and all she wants is to make me happy....she really dose love me...she has told me people have picked on her because shes different...shes fucking epic in my book....I just want her to know that the black heart'd demon still lives in this body and all it wants is to protect her...i will never let anything hurt her....you know they say love feels like nothing you have ever felt before and its really a mix of happiness and rage...i now know this to be true for when she is with me i am happy and if she w

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My chill zone

nothing makes my day like listening to my favorite bands (oasis, MCR, blink 182, greenday, the killers,panic at the disco ect..) drawing all day and eating sushi (crab or salmon roll) and drinking tea (Black peach) and then talking to my girlfriend....that is my perfect day...but, it would seem we no longer have a sushi bar in my town....now i have to go about 30 miles to the nearest bar to get fresh sushi....man that sucks and i cant seem to find good tea anywhere to...lol man you gotta enjoy the little things in life or you lose your mind.

forever and always
Jet Blackheart

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Somthin new

[X] Had beer
[]Smoked an entire cigarette
[] Done drugs.
[X] Written on a bathroom wall.
[] Read a George Orwell book.
[XXXX] Had a physical fight. (im 24 an 2 at 16)
[] Used Twitter.
[] Listened to Lady Gaga
[X] Been in a car accident.
[XXXX] Gotten suspended.
[] Gotten expelled.
[X] Been allergic to something.
[]X Got a computer virus.
[X] Touched a real gun.
[X] Had a dog.
[X] Had a cat.
[ ]Been pregnant.
[X]Camped out
[X] Swam in the ocean.
[?]Wore a bikini (i have worn a spedo if that counts)
[X] Driven a car
[X] Been sent to the principal.
[X] Ever liked someone.
[X] Failed a class.
[X] Failed a test.
[X] Went to summer school.
[X] Got worse than a D
[X] Got A’s, A’s and B’s.
[X] Read an entire book.
[X] Recorded my own music.
[X] Had an xbox.
[ ] Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.
[ ]Wore fishnets.
[] Wore skinny jeans.
[X] Hated someone.
[X] Been cheated on.
[ ] Cheated on someone.

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My dirty sick twisted...love

man evey time i talk to her i feel all warm on the inside...i have never been happy but she makes me so....AHHH!!...man i love her so much....lol she makes me feel all gooey inside...it makes me sick....but i love it....its like when i talk to her i feel this pain...but its this sick pain that i love and well kinda like it...all i want in this life is to make her happy because she has made me the happiest guy in the world...i think i want to marry her....yes! i do...
...I love you jessica

love always and forever
your demon
Jet Blackheart

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only for you

for some reason she thinks im cute...i have yet to find why...well here you go baby a new pic of me and i want you to know i love you....oh and anyone reading this tell me what you think...or not its cool

x your demon
Jet Blackheart

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fuk it...

Gerard Way:
[] Born in April
[ ] You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
[X] Born a leader
[X] You love drawing
[X] You love singing
[X] You don't take crap from anyone
[X] You're afraid of needles
[ ]You call your friends by their last names instead of their first names
[X] You have siblings and love them
[X] You have brown/green eyes
Total:7

Mikey Way:
[X] Born in September
[X] You play bass
[X] You don't have asthma
[] You are near-sighted
[] You wear glasses
[X] You've had the urge to stick a fork in the toaster
[] Seen as the little amongst your family and friend
[] You are the youngest sibling
[ ] Skinniest in your group of friends
[ ] You stuck a heater in the shower
Total: 3

Ray Toro:
[ ] Born in July
[X] You play guitar
[X] You have a scar on your head
[ ] You can't swim
[ ] You've got a fro
[X] You're 6'1''
[X] You're shy
[ ] You wear contact lenses
4

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Thank you

Thank you for being with me when i was scared,thank you for being with me when I was lost, and thank you for being there for me when i was hurt....you mean the world to me jessica...thank you for being epic and always being there for me

-jet blackheart

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Love so sweet and blood so thick

well i wrote this for my sweet heart...i told her this is how i feel...i hope she like it tell me what you guys think...and this is the word of a demon...

Jessica you are my whole world....every where i go i see you...in the night sky i see you in all of the stars....the moon is lucky to be with you
-kisses her hand-
my soul is yours... i was born to serve you....i was born to protect you...i was born to love you....i was born to praise you...
-kisses her arm-
you are the most beautiful girl in the world...should i be so luck as to lay eyes apon you sweet face...as shall i would give my hands to feel you...and how i give you heart to love you...yes this is true you own my heart...you may do with it as you may..this life is not worth living if not with you
-kisses her neck-