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I feel like a better person

Throughout my last years in high school, tension built very high between my best friend and me and I decided to break off contact after graduation. I was so angry about all the things she had ever done to hurt me. But I realized now, 8 months later, that I miss how close we used to be. I think I just needed some space and time to just relax and get away from all the built up drama.

So today I messaged her on Facebook. She is less than a month away from having a baby, so I congratulated her and told her that I'm happy for her and that I miss how we used to be. I told her I had just needed some time to think and that I hope we could go back to being friends.

Fingers crossed that she responds positively. It took courage to tell her those things due to the 8 month silence between us. I hope she accepts my attempt to reach out and get things back to normal.

Bye for now! :)

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Fangirls. The age-old rant that never ends

I know everybody has their thoughts towards fangirls but yesterday I came across something that just set me off.

I don't know how many people here watched the Grammys yesterday, and if you don't know what that is, it's the Music Awards.

I watched it because 1.) I love music and I knew it would have great performances and feature amazing bands. 2.) Fun. was performing and were nominated for 6 awards.

So throughout the night, Fun. won 2 of their 6 categories, Best Song, and Best New Artist.
What does winning mean? It means someone takes the prize and that someone has to lose. Not that losing makes them any less of a great musician.

So in the Best Song category, Fun. was up against Ed Sheeran for his hit song "The A-Team" and he lost.

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First campus cancellation! Woo! Sometimes you gotta love snowstorms :)

Living in gloomy snowy Minnesota, and our college campus finally closed. No classes tomorrow!! Woo! I'm happy :)

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Talk about major let down. Anyone else see this?

I was so excited that Vans Warped Tour finally announced Bowling for Soup on the tour. I was going to go just to see them because my goal in life is to see my top 5 (but I've seen my 6th as well), and they were going to make my list halfway complete...until I saw that they're only playing 2 dates in August....and that's not in Minnesota...I am extremely sad...

:(

did anyone else see that it was only 2 days and get super sad? I sure did...

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Talk about major letdown!

I was so excited that Vans Warped Tour finally announced Bowling for Soup on the tour. I was going to go just to see them because my goal in life is to see my top 5 (but I've seen my 6th as well), and they were going to make my list halfway complete...until I saw that they're only playing 2 dates in August....and that's not in Minnesota...I am extremely sad...

:(

So...here's the thing. I am getting incredibly angry and frustrated about a relationship...and it's not mine.

This is why I'm saying I shouldn't be getting so riled up about it, but I can't help it.

I typed up a bunch and then erased it just now thinking I really shouldn't share these kind of personal things about a friend. So I will keep it simple, basic, and to the point.

My roommate who I'm happy to be roommates with and we've pretty much have turned into best friends, has a boyfriend of 3 years who's attending college 2 hours away. He's super nice and they seem perfect for each other. They skype (video-chat) all the time, and because we're roommates I usually have nowhere to go and end up hearing every single chat. But she doesn't use headphones, so I don't think she cares if I hear.

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Where is everybody?

I feel like this site's been pretty dead today. I also feel like I'm commenting on everyone's blogs hahaha.

I'm so bored...

hmmm talking topics...anyone like any of these bands?

The Killers
Fun.
Angels & Airwaves
Bowling for Soup

I like discussing music with people. :)

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Groundhog's Day?

Anyone else excited about the prediction for an early spring?!

I know I am considering I live in (pardon my language) Snowy-and-cold-as-f**k-Minnesota!!

hahaha seriously, this cold weather is kicking my butt and I am so ready for warmth.

Anyone else live in a cold place and happy about this? (Well the thought anyways, I mean, he is just a groundhog...hahaha)

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Guys, I want your honest opinion, was I being offensive?

I posted this on Facebook yesterday with absolutely no intentions of offending or insulting anyone. I wanted to help. This is what I posted:

"I kinda wish the younger generation would realize that negative parts of life and growing up are not worth taking their life over. Now and again, there's constantly streams of 13-16 year olds wanting to take their life. I don't understand. I know things can get bad, but why not talk about it with someone? Why not ask for help? There will always be at least one person to listen. You just have to give them the chance. Life comes with hardships, it's how the world works, but it doesn't mean you can't push through it. My point, if you're ever upset...about ANYTHING, talk about it with someone, let it out, seek help, don't keep it inside and let it build. Letting it build causes this big mound of depression to weigh you down and squeeze all the energy out of you. Don't let that happen. Always try to talk to someone about it."

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Guys, I want your honest opinion, was I being offensive?

I posted this on Facebook yesterday with absolutely no intentions of offending or insulting anyone. I wanted to help. This is what I posted:

"I kinda wish the younger generation would realize that negative parts of life and growing up are not worth taking their life over. Now and again, there's constantly streams of 13-16 year olds wanting to take their life. I don't understand. I know things can get bad, but why not talk about it with someone? Why not ask for help? There will always be at least one person to listen. You just have to give them the chance. Life comes with hardships, it's how the world works, but it doesn't mean you can't push through it. My point, if you're ever upset...about ANYTHING, talk about it with someone, let it out, seek help, don't keep it inside and let it build. Letting it build causes this big mound of depression to weigh you down and squeeze all the energy out of you. Don't let that happen. Always try to talk to someone about it."