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I'm tired of shit going wrong.

I'm not equipped to be an adult yet. I'm still in college. I have no job. I have no car. And I have to come up with $500 by Dec 31st or I am FUCKED all OVER.

The only income my boyfriend and I have is his. Him working his MANAGER job at 40 hours a week, we only get $1000 a month! WTF??! And now this collection agency and Dish Network is going to demand HALF of that or they are SUING US?! what in the fucking fuck did I do to deserve this? Especially during exams week. ESPECIALLY DURING THE HOLIDAY SEASON! I can't afford to buy anybody any Christmas present.

I fucked up.

First, let me say, I'm sharing this because I feel this as website is a safe haven. I don't think I could tell anyone else about this.

Don't we all fuck up at one point or another? But I feel as if this the biggest fuck up of my life at this moment. I'm stronger than this. I'm smarter than this...

Last night I was feeling so hopeless and lost for some unGodly reason that I decided "man, I want to be fucked up". I haven't taken any kind of drug (even if it is legal) with intent to get high in a long time.

I drank about half a bottle of NyQuil.

Everybody is posting their facebooks...

So I am going to post my myspace

www.myspace.com/ghostinsnow713

Uh-oh, I'm doing a survey.

1. First thing you wash in the shower? What do you think? My vag or something? I don't know. Usually my hair.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie? It is black.

3. Do you plan outfits? Um. No. That's weird. Not unless I have to be professional for something.

4. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Fucking fuck my life.

5. Whats the closest thing to you that's red? Mario.

6. Do you say aim or a-i-m? AIM.

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? I don't remember. Which is odd. I usually do.

8. Did you meet anybody new today? Quite possibly...no.

9. What are you craving right now?

When you're too young...

When you're too young to by alcohol and when you're too poor to buy real drugs, take NyQuil! XD

...and so it begins.

The Santa Clause

It's such a good movie. I have it on right now. I love Christmas movies. But does anyone else find this terrible weight of sadness after Christmas? I do. Real bad. Like, I'm ready for Christmas to be over when it is over, but then I feel as if there is no hope for anything ever again. And then comes mine and my boyfriend's anniversary (three years this time) and then Valentine's Day. And then St. Patrick's Day. And then Easter. Then birthday's. Then school's over. Then summer. For some reason, thing's only feel "normal" during the summer. I have no clue why.

Music Therapy Implementation XD

I had my guitar Music therapy implementation that I had to do today. It went well! I don't know if you guys remember, but I had to write a song on guitar for a certain population, and I chose a depressed teenager with a parent who doesn't quite understand.

I had one of my friends in the class play the teenager and another friend in the class play a parent. They were really good at playing those roles! They gave me one hell of an experience. Not to mention, everyone in the class said that my song was really good. So I'm happy.

Stolen survey.

Who is your favorite member of MCR? NO FAVORITE!

Who is your favorite Way brother? They're both special in their own way =)

What is your favorite MCR album? All of them are good.

What is your favorite song off of I Gave you my Bullet, You Gave me Your Love? ATM, Honey or Vampires. But it changes all the time.

What is your favorite song off of the Revenge album? ATM, Cemetery, I'm Not Okay. But it always changes.

What is your favorite song off of The Black Parade album? Once again, ATM, Disenchanted.

Do you like Gerard with short blonde or long black hair? Long black hair.

My sister's hamster died. Tough shit.

She didn't even like the hamster. She was afraid of it. My parent's called it Fat Bastard. Because he was the fattest thing EVER! And he lived for like almost 3 years! Ridiculous. But right before my parents went to go see it, they were talking about how sick it had been lately. And my mom said she wanted to go in with the "Pillow fairy" to suffocate it to put it out of it's misery, but they weren't sure if it was just a virus or not. My mom was like "Look, we'll wake up in the morning and he'll be running on his wheel, loud as shit". Then my dad went to go look at it and it was dead.

Stolen survey.

What's your favorite soda? Blegh. I generally hate soda. It burns my face.

What other band (besides MCR) has members that are heroes to you? Hm. I really don't have any other bands that have my heroes in them.

Favorite book trilogy or series? Oh, The Twilight series! I'm a normal teenager. Unlike Bella who reads Wuthering Heights haha

Out of any book, who's your favorite book character? I have to choose Edward, hands down. For me, he was a really likable character.

Favorite movie genre? I like comedies.

Have you seen MCR live? I have. It was so amazing.

Favorite MCR music video?

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