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Twilight zone.

Who else here kinda feels like they're living in a twilight zone??

Ever since The Rev's death, I haven't been able to come out of it.

I hope I can get out of it before school starts back up. You'd think two weeks should be a good amount of time to mourn someone you didn't even know personally.

I'm just a fan. Not even a huge fan at that. But to think that this will most definitely change A7X FOREVER and could possibly mean that they will cease to exist as a band?? Okay, so I am somewhat of a big fan.

I'm not going to lie.

2009 was shitty with the exception of those last few hours leading up to 2010.

Just like that crazy slut in Forrest Gump said "That's the great thing about New Years. You get to start all over again".

...I'm not sure if that's exactly what she said, but it was along those lines.

The first couple hours of 2010 were pretty great. I was spending it with people that I actually like. Not to mention, when I woke up this morning, I didn't even really have a hangover. I'm still a little drunk and my stomach is a little upset, but that's not bad at all.

Well, I hope the rest of my 2010 is this

Chesse and rice.

Mother fuck. I slept for five hours. I had something like 8 or 10 shots of jager. I'm still a little drunk, but I'm trying to sober up because my boyfriend went to sleep AFTER me, had more to drink, so I'm pretty sure he'll feel worse than myself. And he has to leave for work at 8:30. So I'm trying to sober up so I can drive him, if need be.

Juice, coffee, and crackers. The breakfast of champions.

Blegh. My stomach is churning.

My New years resolutions!

First one, be drunk more. Hahahahahaha. This was/is fun.

Second one, lose weight. Yay, I'm on the same boat as EVERYONE else in the world

Third one, be a better girlfriend. I can be kinda mean sometimes.

Fourth, be more social. fucking damn it, I need more friends

fifth, do WAY better at school. I sucked this semester

Sixth, check my phone! I'm pretty sure it's 2 A.M. and I just got a new text message.

seventh, go to bed. I'm fucking tired.

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

It just turned it like 30 minutes ago.

Hahaahha I'm really drunk.

I took like 10 shots of that stuff in the green bottle that I can't spell.

Look how well I can type!~! Man I'm so cool. XD

"Well I may have your heart, he has your body"- Bayside

Bayside's a pretty good band.

Those lyrics come from "Don't call me Peanut". Basically about a girl cheating on her man. It's a really pretty song.

Since my boyfriend introduced that song to me (no, he wasn't trying to send a message me, because he knows I don't cheat. We were just listening to Bayside in general), I've been calling him Peanut lol so I suppose if for some reason I ever do cheat he can play that song to me.

Haha sorry I'm weird.

...Bayside's a pretty good band.

P.S., I'm have a shot of alcohol for The Rev tonight. R.I.P. Rev.

When it rains, oh man, does it pour.

First off I'd like....holy fucking shit, I just heard a gun shot outside my house. That's what I get for living in the hood.

Anyways, first off I'd like to wish a very happy 30th birthday to Bob Bryar! Hopefully all is well and he has a good one.

Now on to my terrible day. And it's only 2:30! How about that.

Well first, I woke up STILL sick. Yay for me! Snot everywhere.

Second, my boyfriend and I have a small fit on the way to his work about the money we're spending for some tiny New Years thing we planned tonight. I hate spending money.

Third, his assistant manager cancels.

Fourth, I

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

Boy, am I a moron...(if you can read through this whole blog without getting bored, you deserve the anti-ADHD award! Oh my gosh, I just kinda rhymed O.o)

I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind yesterday while my boyfriend worked all day. He was the one who initially introduced the movie to me and got me to watch it about two years back.

My reaction when I first watched the movie way back when was "Oh my gosh. Even if we started to hate each other I would never want to erase you from my memory. We've had enough good times to last me a life time so far".

This was the second time I

I love this website.

It's such a good place to just come and vent and no one will ever judge. Well, people will judge no matter what, but all of you guys normally accept. So that makes me happy.

I'm sick. So sick. I have some kind of head cold. I hate it.

I still can't believe that Rev is gone. It's crazy. I wasn't a huge A7X fan. I mean, I knew most of their music, but I was by no means a dedicated fan. I did get a concussion at one of their shows though. That means they have somewhat of a special place in my heart. I'm looking for some kind of sense in this crazy messed up truth. He was young.

January 4th, 2010

My boyfriend and his friends are going to make it official (to them at least) that Jan 4th, 2010 become Rev's day.

They're all going to get together that day (would be sooner, but they all have jobs) and they are going to drink to him and listen to all of A7X and Pinkly Smooth (The Rev and Syn's old side band. I just read that they were starting it back up again this year).

That is a week from yesterday, Dec 28th, his death day.

If some of you would care to commit and join (not necessarily drink.

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