DayDreamQueen's blog

He is.
He really, really is.
Im sorry but i just need to have a rant.
Okay, so i might have a small crush on one of my guy mates. A few weeks ago it was a hell of a lot worse.
But we get on well and stuff and have a laugh and i suppose i could have said we were really good mates.
But ohhhh no. Saturday ruined it all.
Okay, so what if we mess about a lot, he does that with everyone. Doesnt mean we're "getting too close".
My friend Daisy told him that he doesnt act like he has a girlfriend around me. And to make things worse his girlfriends friend had a go at him saying "Your getting too close" and "It's beyond a joke".
We were like "Errr wtf, we're mates...." (I wanted more than that, and it hurt like hell when he said "We're just mates and thats all i wanna be.." i kinda didnt read the rest of it lol. But i dont know if thats coz he's with someone or just in general).

I think i personally own the most crappest Mobile ever.
It is Gay.
It is Retarded.
It is Anti-Social.
It is HARRIETS MOBILEE!!!!
I hate it.
Recently it has decided it would be fun to not recieve my texts on time. Urghhh these phones must sense when its important.
But, oh no!!! Suddenly my phone has decided to recevive texts!!! So my phone just sits constantly vibrating on the table or the sofa because its recieved all the messges people sent. Then it doesnt want to send them.
I admit, some of this is partly because of the signal. But it even has signal most the time.
I think its coz earlier i was skipping to Narnia with my friends and it fell out my pocket.
To normal people that translates as "I was skipping with several other hyper teenagers (or horny teenagers if your in Jon-Land) down an alley way to this place under a bridge that we called Narnia last weekend and which we wrote out names and Narnia on the wall with Sharpie Marker,"

Urgh i dont think ive been this tired before 10pm in ages......
Oh wait, when i was ill. Typical, ill in the holidays.

Yeah so i just remembered the days when i used to do ballet.
I am thee most unbalanced, uncoordinated, ungraceful person and yet i did Ballet for a good few years. At least from 2002 aparently so 8 years ago.... wow i was a little kid!! I had to wear this horrible blue leotard and pink tights and horrible ballet shoes and knitted cardigan and quit before i got to wear the nice black leotards. I was just so bored of it. And i had no real friends. I had one friend, who i havent spoken to in years since i quit and i saw her in the street last year and she saw me and looked straight through me. Gee, thanks.
My mum lied to me. She said that i could have guitar lessons if i quit ballet (£45 a term... for just feeling out of place and fat for an hour and wearing my hair in a bun) and that was ages ago. No guitar lessons.
Urgh lol

Yes it has snowed.
Just incase you didnt hear my RE class (including teacher) cheering this morning when we found out, school got closed :D:D
We have that little bit of a break in the morning where everyones coming into school still, and it started snowing towards the end. Mr Willams did a pretty good impression of what its like when it snows in our school: "SNOW!" screamed really loudly by little kids, and older kids. It sticked as well and in RE we had everyone talking about it and then one of the deputy heads was going up to the mobiles (we have mobile classrooms that are freezing if the teachers forget to put the heaters on) and its all "omg is he coming up here?? No he's not.... yes he is!! yes its shutting!"
And when he did come up and talk to our teacher, her and the entire class shouted and got excited. Nice to know the teachers enjoy their job:P

Dont ask about the Title
I didnt know what the hell to put
My ears gonna a bit.... weird. You know when it kinda pops when you yawn and stuff?? Its like that only really bad and i have sat with my head on the side with stupid ear drops in twice today and it made it worse. Its like i have a headphone in there.
Im guessing this is why you shouldnt listen to your iPod so much lol
Paramoreee :D You aree the only exception, you are the only exception
Im actually looking forward to going back to school, im so bored. Im getting driven insane here. On the positive side, i should be getting my hair cut next week and my mum might actually get round to getting my eyes tested coz i have a bad feeling i need glasses:(

Happy New Year people!!!!
Okay, so there's just under an hour to go...54 minutes to be precise and we like being precise lol
2009 has been rather crap.... at the same time there have been some awesome bits too but more crappy than awesome lol.
My best friend has got totally upset and self harmed (she showed me on webcam) and i cant do anything to help her, all she wants is a hug. But her other best mate is going up to see her in a minute which should be fun since she's pissed lol
Not many people are doing anything tonight... im gonna make sure we do something next year lol
I aint posted a blog on here about what happened for ages. To put the last few days briefly:
Monday: Went to Cardiff with said Best Friend and spent £65 and fell in love with Blue Banana Guy :D
Tuesday: Hung out with Best Friends and got soaked in rain/sleet/snow and watched bitch who messed up my life hide in Powerplay and felt sorry for her since i knew how scared she could have been.

Yeahh im bored.
Andddd Vampire Freaks isnt working >.< Whats that face for i think i know but im tired and my mums watching some weird Welsh TV show and wont talk to me so im growing rather concered......
I got forced to get Vampire Freaks when i first went out with Ryan (Doomlord on here) but when we split up (split up number 1) i deleted it.
Nowww its back:)
Anyone have MySpace?? Coz i love MySpace but only have two friends who talk to me on there:( Sob sob
So if anyone has it feel free to add me. But say your from MCR coz otherwise i just sit there thinking "Wha the hell whose that?" like on Facebook just now. Ive had random people add me :S My names the same as on here, same picture.

Love that song by Black Stone Cherry xD
I finally got round to taking some pics so i have on up now xD anddd i got a picture of my awesome keyring xD
No one knew it was me in the pictures lol. My best mate signed in and was like "Wtf is with your picture?!" coz she didnt know it was me and i got a bit upset, then my friend Emma said "whose that in your dp?" and i said it was me and apparently it didnt look like me.
I got a bit upset by all that but then my other mate who i stayed up till 2am talking to about Dragons and Lepricauns, Dan said he liked my picture but why it was in black and white. Apparently he could tell it was me from the hair and the eyes lol.
If Dan had been standing near me i would have hugged him so hard he would struggle for air. I just put something like "Omgggg i love youuuu in a friendly way!!!" and he is now officially awesome xD Apparently their awesome though according to Mintyness and Caite so im happy :D

Merry Christmas for...urm.... 1 hour and 36 minutes!!
But theres loads of different times on here so its earlier or later for some people.
Typical me, im looking forward to Christmas NOW the day before, after days of wishing it would hurry up and be over with.
Since i went to bed at 2am i got up late AGAIN since i had that weird thing where you wake up, go back to sleep for what seems like a second then you look at your clock and think "OMG IVE BEEN ASLEEP FOR TWO HOURS!!"
And i know im not the only one, i swear theres a Facebook group i joined :)
My mum took a big risk and decided to let me and my dad decorate the tree this year, and had a go at my dad since he tried to claim it was my job not his as well:) I wondered where i got that from lol. Anyways we argued twice about decorating it since all my dad was doing was taking lights out the box and told me to take the old ones down, which would have resulted in his only daughter being squashed by a giant plastic tree.