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My Life In Hell

Chapter 1: Burning
I sat on the bus with my head down. I stared at my bandaged wrists. They stung and swelled. I was in the hospital for 3 hours. The cuts I made went to deep this time. I lifted my head and stared out the window. The rain made a pitter patter noise against the steel roof of the bus. The ride was quiet, except for the scritch scratch of a boy drawing. I paid no attention to him. I sat and watched the rain drops slide down the window like tears. It was as if God was crying for the cruelness of the world. I pressed my forehead against the cold glass and sang softly.

Now I know who my friends are....

SO my ex boyfriend brandon told HIS MOM, HIS GF, HIS BEST FRIEND, AND HIS BROTHER about me and Rebecca (Crushed Dreams) and I told him NOT TO TELL ANYONE!!!!! and now I'm about to freakin cry cuz i'm soooooo upset over this. I told him not to! I told him repeatedly to NOT TELL and Sydney (His GF) Won't tell me what was said about it cuz she promised Brandon she wouldn't. I THINK I HAVE A FUCKING RIGHT TO KNOW SINCE IT WAS ABOUT ME AND MY GF!!!




HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANK! Happy Ieroween to you killjoys!! Today I am going as some one who inspires me <3

The world is just a stage tonight
For twisted sinners of the night
Each movement carefully touches fright
... Tonight
The world will end tonight.

It's Ieroween tonight
And Frank won't spare a soul in sight
He'll start collecting at twilight
Carefull now...
it won't be alright.

So dress up and dissapear
before he douses all the light.

My Clockwork Orange Romance

Gerard walked down the dark ally. Spinning the white cane by its siver handle. He whisled 'Singing in the rain' as he walked with almost a skip in his step. Ray, Frank, and Mikey followed behind him. Frank walked with a wooden cane behind his head on his shoulders. His wrist placed exact so it would not slide. Ray was watching Gerard and followed behind. Mikey did the same. They walked up to a young girl. She screamed in terror. Gerard just slyly grinned in amusement. "No screaming my dear. Shh sh sh." He placed a finger on her mouth and she was silent.

My Life In Hell Chapter 3: You.

I woke up alone in Gerard's bed. He was sitting on the other side of the room and was sketching. "Don't move" He flashed me a smiled and I nodded and stayed still as stone. "Okay done." He put the book away and walked over and greeted me with a mornings kiss. I stood and we walked hand in hand to breakfast. Today we start theropy. Whhooooo freakin hooo. We ate breakfast and I watched Hannah. "I'll be back." I smiled and si=tood. I cautiously walked over to her. They patted me down and allowed me to sit. "Hannah?" She lifted her head. "Megan." She spit my name out like poison.


About to pass out. I am so turned on by this man. SEXINESS CANNOT BE TAMED!!!!





I love you!!


Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love (2002)
1. Romance / Instrumental
2. Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
3. Vampires Will Never Hurt You
4. Drowning Lessons
5. Our Lady Of Sorrows
6. Headfirst For Halos
7. Skylines And Turnstiles
8. Early Sunsets Over Monroeville
9. This Is The Best Day Ever
10. Cubicles
11. Demolition Lovers

Life On The Murder Scene (2006)
1. Bury Me In Black
2. Cemetery Drive
3. Desert Song (demo)
4. Give 'em Hell Kid
5. Headfirst for Halos
6. Helena
7. Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
8. I Never Told You What I Do For

IMPORTANT UPDATE!! and when life made sense chptrs 1-17

For the Killjoys who read
When Life Made Sense
My Killjoy Fic
My life in Hell
They will be updated slowly this week. Mostly My Life In Hell, cuz it's new. NOW if you don't read my fics i suggest you do cuz i've gotten nothing but good feedback and some people will reccomend it to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so please read them <3 for now here is When Life Made Sense. this is chapters 1-17 ENJOY

Chapter 1: Day 1.
Frank's P.O.V.
Just another day in high school. The cheerleaders picking on the poor geek girls. The jocks acting like they are the baddest things in town. This year was going to suck.