The Dark Rise's blog

I open my eyes
And watch the sunrise
Watch the birds fly high
If only the lights
Could tell me why
The stars are scattered in the sky

And right this way
Was where we celebrated
Our very first Valentine's Day
And I remember the words
You said to me
Underneath the shade

And all this time
And all this while
I have never seen a ghost before
And well I'm wondering
If I should take your hand
And tell you I love you
Right now

All those years
You whispered in my ear
You wiped away my tears
I still hear
The laughter that echoes
And washes away all my fears

And all this time
And all this while
I have never wanted a ghost before
And now I'm wondering
If you would take my hand
And tell me you love me

And all this time (look at me)
And all this while (sing to me)
I have never been a ghost before
And now I'm wondering (because I)
If I should take your hand (love you)
And tell you I love you (I love you)
Right now

thx to my friend kenny for recommending this band to mee!! added to my favorite bands of all time ;)

1. Walk into the classroom like a super spy. (keep your back on the walls as you walk, point your finger up like a gun, look around with shifty eyes, hum the mission impossible theme, etc.)

2. After everything your teacher says, ask why continuously.

3. If your teacher is yelling at a classmate, wait for them to finish their tantrum then ask” DOES SOMEBODY NEED A HUG?????” very loudly.

4. If your teacher starts blowing up at you for saying that, simply reply, “wow I can tell you’re a blast at parties”

5. Sit in a corner and wait for everyone to stare at you. When they do, grab your head and scream “ THE LIGHT! MAKE IT STOP! ARGH IT BURNS!!!!”

6. Flick pieces of paper around the class.

7. When your teacher tells you to stop, cross your arms and say, “Your racist against paper aren’t you.”

8. Don’t do your Homework.

Huuray. Another song.

"Party Games"

Long story short
This is a lost cause
Parking in taken lots
I soar..

Diaries and loose floorboards
Belongings and cotton socks
This is the last time you'll walk
Through those doors

Because you were never here
Because you were never there
To wipe away my tears
And show me that you..

Look into the corridor
Find your place at the morgue
Write down the reasons why
They fall..

Diaries and loose floorboards
Belongings and cotton socks
This is the last time you'll walk
Through those doors

Because you were never here
Because you were never there
To wipe away my tears
And show me that you cared

And you were never here
And you were never there
To chase away my fears
You left me hanging
Torn apart and bleeding

Is this just a game to you?
This is just a game to me
If this is just a game to you
Will this be the part where I bleed?

Long story short
This was always a lost cause
Parking in taken lots

1. I dunno what got me into decorating my song titles when I post them. So yeah.
2. This one is dedicated to SIR XxNeverOkayxX!!! for letting me steal her lines (chorus) x)

"I'm Never Okay"

Four o' clock in the morning
I'm lyin' down starin' at the ceiling
Staring and I'm wondering
Is there any point in continuing?

Goodnight my no one
Why aren't you here?
To hold my hand and
Wipe away my tears
Just an imaginary sun that shines
Goodnight my no one
Goodnight

I could go on waiting
For my chance to sing
Or would I just be wasting?
Dying, am I really dying?

Goodnight my no one
Why aren't you here?
To hold my hand and
Wipe away my tears
Just an imaginary sun that shines
Goodnight my no one
Goodnight

Could this be anymore unfair?
Curled up crying on the stairs
And maybe one day you'll see me
But it's too late
Is it too late?

Goodnight my no one
Why aren't you here?
To hold my hand and
Wipe away my tears
Just an imaginary sun that shines

Blogs are moving really slow today.. I was on for half a day and I still see the same old blogs on the first community page.. O.o

1 [] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking

2 [x]Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking

3 [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.

4 [] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.

5 [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks

6 [x] You have ran into something

7 [x] Tried to lick your elbow

8 [x] Forgot where you were

9 [] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same rhythm

10 [x] You just tried to sing them

11 [x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

12 [x] You have choked on your own spit many times

13 [x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it. or sorta get it but not that much!

14 [x] You didn't notice that in the last question 'the' was spelled twice

15 [x]You just looked at it

16 [] Your natural hair color is blond

17 [x]People have called you slow A LOT! or more than 10 times

School has been driving me nuts. I'm not supposed to go online during weekdays, but sometimes I do. And I usually only have time to reply to messages.

I just got the score for The Mortician's Daughter (YUPEE!!) and my playing seriously sucks. I mean, how is the strumming supposed to be like? What about the A9 chord.. that one is driving me crazy. Whenever I play it, it sounds strangled. How lame can I get?

I'm thinking of making a vlog one day. Maybe. Oh, I should do some recording for a few songs I wrote WITH guitar.. huge thanks to Darrel who gave me the tips. There are 3 songs with classical guitar, two of which are super-lame. Lol.. it's mostly the lyrics.. not much of the background. XD

Mom wants me off now, or she's gonna yell. Bye!!

xo
Anne

BASICS
Name: Anne
Age: 12+ (still waiting 'till March..)
Status: single
Sexuality: straight
Nicknames: Number 9, Sushi, Emo (that was actually a nickname at one point)
Eyes: hazel
Hair: wavy, black and boring
Favorite Color: black
Day/Night: night ;)
Favorite Food: chocolate!!

FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name: I used to, but I'm happy with mine now.
When you cried the most: I honestly can't remember. I cry alot.
The best feeling in the world: When you know that people love you and care :)
The worst feeling: When you feel like you're hopeless and useless and stupid, and you're weak and talentless.

FINISH EACH SENTENCE
Lets walk on the: car roofs
Let's run through: this pain
Lets look at the: chocolate cheesecakes =3
What a nice: cookie
Where did all the: love disappear
Why can't you: understand I'm imperfect?

HAVE YOU
Ran away from home: Nope
Pictured your crush naked: Uhh.. no.
Skipped school: Yeah. Loads.

Hurray.
I'm getting my own room when we (my mom and I) move into the new apartment.
Finally.. after 12 long years. I can't wait.

...

I sound so indifferent.

I'm going to have to sleep on the couch at dads place until he moves out.
Then I can have my own room.
And my own apartment every once in two weeks.
I'm not complaining.
Sleeping on the couch is kinda fun.
Until you get mosquito bites.

Yeah.
My parents are divorced.
I still get cut up about it sometimes.
Well, at least I never did cut.
If I did, the blade would probably be in my hand right now.
I find it hard to stop things I get addicted to.
Lucky me.

I wish I could express myself more clearly.
Sometimes, parents just don't understand.
Well, mom doesn't.
Dad doesn't care.
Is that better or is that worse?

He's re-marrying, by the way.
I'm getting a step-mom.
Yay. Sacarsm.
He loves her more than me.
That hurts, you know.
I'm just happy he's happy.
But is he happy I'm happy?