The Dark Rise's blog

I have a guitar on my lap, scores on the table and I'm typing this post when I'm supposed to be finishing my Geography notes (or actually, sleeping). It's been a long time since I've last checked this site. I'm so blur I can't keep up on the blog posts anymore. The ones in the Zones, not the news feed.

My school music band just had it's AGM today, I was really hoping for Ass. Guitar Section Leader, but oh well, =/ I guess I'm not good enough yet. Speaking of which, just felt like talking a little bit about my theory of life:

"It doesn't matter how good you are for your age, you're just not good enough yet."

So I have to keep improving, eh? Just to fulfill my dreams of becoming a musician (: I really hope you guys'd support me..

Well then, until next time..
Agent Darkrise Revenge

I realized how long ago it was since I last came on here, so I guess I'm really outdated and stuff. But hey, you know why? The people I used to chat with alot, the same ones who posted crazy-ass 'Things to Do When Bored' and recipies here just don't come online as often anymore.

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Maybe I'm just missing the old MCR site too damn much.

Or did the Community seem friendlier December two years ago..

I've lost contact with some of my MCR friends: Fall To Romance, teenagerot23, mcr_lover_jess, haylkat018 WHERE ARE YOU ):

I live in M'sia, we have this radio station called hitz.fm that plays mainstream songs. A week ago, they had this contest where first caller-throughs sang "Na Na Na" and got a prize pack.

Well.. I was a first caller-through, and I won. I think I get signed merch and a(nother) copy of Danger Days. Apparantly I have to wait a month before they call me back to confirm my details.

A MONTH?! I know I'm impatient but.. how the hell am I supposed to rot in suspense for their autographs?

Other than that though, I am very very happy :D

Dear crash queens and motorbabies,

It is 3:41 PM, 01.01.11 as I'm typing this. I haven't been on this site since last year (or last week). Anyway, for those of you around the zones who are still counting down, 2011 is going to be awesome. Or rather, we are going to make 2011 awesome (;
As for those who are already past the 00 hour mark, happy new year!

I'll be starting Form 2 (8th Grade) on Monday as a prefect, and to be honest I can't really say I'm looking forward to it. I mean, sure I'll be seeing all my friends again.. but I'll be in a totally different class now and things just won't be the same without the very 38 of us together. Plus, my best friend is in another class.. I have NO idea how I'll survive school without her. I mean, she always helped me with school work (I wasn't the brightest) and now I'll have to cope on my own.. as if things weren't bad enough already.

My friend just left my place, I have nothing to do right now. We spent most of the afternoon being silly and taking weird pictures of ourselves excessively (don't hate on us) so now I'm dead bored.

I'm actually listening to Alesana right now, I highly doubt anyone will read this, much less comment; people are too caught up in their own lives lately, sad to say this includes some Killjoys here, but you guys are still beautiful to me. =3

I have nothing to do.. I really don't want to waste (another) night on the computer, there're much better things to do than that - except I don't know what. Leaving the house is a no-no, my dad doesn't spare me a set of keys so I can't even go out. Watching TV will kill my eyes, that's the whole reason I don't want to be a comp potato (?).

I would yell, 'SOMEBODY CALL ME!' but I'm sort of anti-social right now.. I used up all my social energy just now. haha

Fist a hole through her face
She tried to be everything she wasn't
Maybe this wasn't what she wanted
You were right when you didn't explain

And in the end I can only look back
And regret
I'm sorry I happened
I wasn't meant to be this way
I hope you understand

A thousand lyrics in my head
I'm listening but I can't hear
This weight's crashing down on me
I won't let go

I cam back to see your face
But it's faded away
I don't know how anymore
I don't know..

Sometimes I wonder
If someone else was better
Impersonating this life
Be me, as me (IMPOSTER)

This wasn't supposed to happen..

Silence is all we hear
Mother reclaims her tears

Apparantly his email is not working or something. Shall we set up a petition against him, dear MCRmy? (:

His petition against Frank: http://www.petitiononline.com/banlem/petition.html

[quote]Hello Pastor,

I hope you read this message, I am confident my opinion is worth your time.

I STRONGLY OBJECT TO YOUR PETITION.

Hear me out here:
Have you even read the lyrics? It's about a kid who suffers everyday, from bullying, name calling and possibly physical violence, and he finally takes a stand for himself. Do realize that songs are not what they seem, to you maybe lyrics of 5th Period Massacre sound like a violent, innards-spilling-out riot song, but it's not. The murdering of 'classmates' is just a metaphor as to say, I've had enough. I've had enough of you treating me like garbage.

I just got Danger Days last night! I'm really psyched, I put it on my phone and everything already (my phone's my iPod lol). This is like the fifth time I'm listening to it (I have been busy. Do not judge). But now remains the question..

WHEN IS THE THIRD MUSIC VIDEO COMING OUT? O:

Over and out,
Agt. Darkrise Revenge

You know what sucks? I haven't gotten Danger Days yet! D:

It's all because my mom has to work and everything, she doesn't have time to drive me down to the store to get it ):

Besides that, school's out (yeah my school's weird) so I spend my days lazing at home with nothing to do. My mom is overly paranoid, she won't let me out of the house. Its like being grounded.

Agt. DR, over and out.