do you ever get that feeling where you dont know what to feel? like you dont exactly feel bad or good and you're just kinda in the middle. sorta like some type of anxiety or something. well thats how i feel now and i dont know what to do. one minute i just feel like bouncing off the walls and shouting and dancing and the next minute i feel like i have to sit and think about stuff. completely calm almost like i wanna curl up and sleep for a long time and not feel anything. do any of you guys ever feel like that? i dunno maybe im crazy. or just weird.
i am so excited right now! omg i watched that interview and i was just like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! i just wanted to scream and laugh and cry and ahhhhh im so happy right now. and the albums dark. this is gonna be awesome guys. i just know it.
i seem to fit in with my friends less and less. i go to a really small school where almost everyone listens to pop and country. when we were in elementary and middle school it didnt really matter much but it seems like we dont really have any of the same interests now. sometimes i just think that we became friends because we were kinda thrown together when we were little. i still love them of course and they're good to talk to about some things but i wish i had someone to talk music (especially MCR) with.
so this is the second night in a row ive had a dream. this time i turned into a vampire because i think some little girl, like maybe 5 or 6, bit me on the arm. i was in my room and my teeth started hurting really bad so i looked in the mirror and they had grown into fangs! then there was this scary dude that was like 7 or 8 feet tall standing in my doorway and he bent down and stared at me with these giant bug eyes. he did not look happy with me. thats pretty much all i remember. maybe i dreamt i was a vampire cuz ive been listening to Vampires Will Never Hurt You.
so last night i dreamt that Frank was going to give me a tattoo. it was so weird cuz we were in this parking lot thing and it was nighttime and we were sitting at this long white plastic table. i couldnt decide what i wanted to get so he said he'd draw something up for me and when he came back it was this drawing of a face that looked kinda like him. i wasnt sure if i wanted it or not so i woke up before he could actually tattoo me :( haha that was one of the weirdest dreams ive had in a while. why were we in a parking lot at night? creepy....
Astro Zombies by The Misfits
Bury Me In Black
Headfirst For Halos
Hang 'Em High
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Na Na Na
Thank You For The Venom
To The End
Vampires Will Never Hurt You
This Is The Best Day Ever
and Cubicles (by MCR but you guys already knew that)
i hate my freaking computer. anyway i havent posted in a while so....here it is. i dont know what to do with my hair. cut it? dye it? i have no idea but its been the same forever and im sick of it! in other news (as if my life is so exciting) i am dreading the start of school which is creeping up very soon :( so yeah. and since last time i had a couple really sucky days but i guess im over it now. for the most part. dont really wanna go into it again. so anyway thats pretty much it. later killjoys! (or whoever)
I just threw some tomatoes at a tree and smashed them. why you ask? two reasons. Reason #1: i am extremely bored. Reason #2: who doesnt like throwing tomatoes at stuff? (for those of you who havent tried it, its very fun and i highly recommend it)
Anyone else notice when they played that part of Starman? Any of you guys like david bowie?
i know no one wants to read this but i am so freaking bored right now. so i decided i'd just blog about how bored i am. i wonder how hot it is outside (i dont go outside much in the summer, im not one for heat and bugs) the wind seems to be blowing. maybe i should listen to mcr. or practice my guitar. any good suggestions for songs to learn?