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Homecomming

Hey, I was wondering if you people could help me. My school's homecomming is in 2 weeks, and I have no idea about anything. The only thing I know is that it is some type of dance thing, and that I will be going with my boyfriend. I was wondering whether it's a formal affair, or casual, and are you supposed to go out for dinner. I am just really confused about all of this. The video is a really sweet song, and I have been obsessed with this guy for a while. I don't know if any of you will care, but it would be a real help if you could, well, help me.

I love my chemical romance because they have helped me through so many things in my life, and I would not be where i am today without them.

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Danger Days!!!!!

I cannot wait until Wednesday!!!!! The Danger Days graphic novel is coming out!!!!! I anyone else out there as excited about this as i am? I read a preview of it, and the art looked amazing, the dialog was awesome, and the beginning of the storyline looked epic!!! Just wanted to let all you killjoys know that there will be more Danger Days soon. See ya!

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If I could be with you tonight

So sometimes we hang out together, just the two of us, and its the best feeling in the world. I know he cares about me, I know he is interested in what I have to say. But when we hang out with other people, which is what usually happens, it feels like he ignores me. He talks with our other friends, and I barely get a chance to speak. I want to tell him that It hurts me when he ignores me, but I am afraid of hurting him. Also, I have hurt him in the past so many times, and he has never complained, not once. He always acts so strong, and he isn't willing to tell me what is hurting him. I try to let him know that I'm here, but it's kind of hard to. I worry about him. I don't know if he thinks of me when we're apart. I only see him in school. We have been growing distant recently. I want to change that, but I don't know how. I care for him, and it breaks my heart to see him hanging out with other people, completely ignoring me though I am right in front of him. I don't know what to do.

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Math and Face Painting

Yesterday we had a school dance. The music sucked, but my friends and I had a great time. So this weekend almost all of my free time will be used to study for a retake, so that I can get a better grade than what I got before. I don't really care, because I actually like math. I enjoy the repetitiveness of it. Also, I am volunteering with my friend on Sunday, and we are going to face paint little kids at a community picnic. I am kind of freaking out because I have no idea how to face paint little kids! why did I think it was a good idea in the first place? Two of my friends and I created a jazz combo. We went over to one of the girl's houses to practice (she had both a piano and a drum set). My friend has 4 older brothers. one of them is in my grade, the others are in high school. We got very little actual practicing done. It was mainly goofing off, and after one of the girls left, watching Youtube videos with the brother who was in my grade. It was fun.

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Randomness

(^-^)-# I made you a waffle
(-*-*)-# But then I got hungry
(-*0*#-) So I ate it
(^-^) And that is why I do not have a waffle for you
Have a great day everyone! I hope you can find something fun to do, or just relax!
The world is not ending, everything is okay, and cats are not trying to take over anything.

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Thoughts on a Friend

I love you, but I hate myself for loving you
I want to complain that you hurt me, but you never complained when I hurt you
I want you for myself, but I don't want to be selfish
I hate it when you act like you were always part of their group, but I do nothing to stop you
I want to help you like you help me, but you won't accept my help
I am sorry that I lied, but I wanted to protect you
I want you to love me, but I know that it will never happen

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T.V.

I was just wondering if anyone here watches The Good Wife. I just watched the season finale. It was kind of predictable, but there were some things that surprised me. Also, I was watching The Nightmare Before Christmas yesterday, and I realized that I knew the words to all of the songs. And I hadn't seen that movie for a couple of months. I was over at my friends house yesterday. We were singing karaoke, House of Wolves. Her friends walked in at the second verse. We scared the crap out of them. They probably think we're insane now. Oh well. Thank you for reading my randomosity. Have a nice day/evening/night/sunrise/whatever.

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Remembrence

Yesterday I read a book, In which the main character's best friend gets killed, but then he comes back as a ghost to help her find the killer. It was a really good book. Now though, I have started thinking about my best friend. I haven't seen him for about six months (I hadn't seen him for five years before that though), and I really miss him. I have known him since I was two and he was three. I start crying when I think about him. It's been six years since I would see him on a regular basis, and I still don't know how to cope. Message me or something if you have any ideas.

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Sleep

I stayed up till one last night, crying and listening to sleep. Now, i just wish that I had gotten more sleep. Random thought.