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Thank you, Killjoys!!!!

I just REALLY want to say thank you to the people who liked my poem, thank you for your lovely comments, you guys are the best!!!

Hugs to:

~ NoizeMaker
~ Ginger Killjoy
~ CupcakeExplosion
~ my_sanity_is_music
~ SevenShadesOfShit
~ Dark Pixie
~ naMCRnaMALna

You guys are amazing!!!! You made me feel really special!

Sorry, I know how sappy this seems, it's just I have no confidence in myself and you guys made me confident!!! Love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Poem: Eternally

Okay so here's the poem that I wrote. Please comment. Posting this makes me really nervous!! I hope you like it!

Your angel face, your pitch black hair,
Your hazel eyes, pits of despair.
And in this moment life seems bleak,
You are the strong among the weak.

A shining star above, so high
In the dark and morbid sky.
You are the hope for those who fall,
So why don't you come when I call?

You found yourself, now help me.
I need you now so we can be,
Together, forever, and never leave
For what we are, shall never grieve
Together, forever, eternally.

Life Experiences!!

60! I have a LOT of living left to do!!!!!

Level 1:
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed a member of the same sex
(x) Drank Alcohol


Level 2:
() Are / Been In Love
() Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted (when I was, like, 5!)
() Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight


Level 3:
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
() Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die


Level 4:
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Paris
(x) Been To England
(x) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking



Day 6 - A song that reminds you of somewhere

This is hard because I'm not sure there is one *thinks REALLY hard* >_< It might have to be I'm Not Okay. It reminds me of the secondary school I went to before the one I'm in now because I was bullied really badly and someone tried to stab me!! But it reminds me in a good way, like "Ha! I'm free!!!!" and I really love where I am now so all good! Hugs to all the Killjoys!


So, I'm APPALLING at writing poetry but I woke up at midnight a few days ago and had a poem in my head so I quickly wrote it down then went back to sleep. The next morning I read and thought it was okay so I changed a few parts (as they made NO sense) and now have a finished poem. The only two people who have seen it are me and one of my friends. I'm really self-conscious but I really want to post it on here, it's kind of inspired by Gerard. Does anyone want to hear it?


I'm bored. That's it. That's all I have to say. What the heck is going on?! How can someone be so bored on the computer? Oh yeah, that's right. I was on Guitar Hero and my brother wanted to go on the Xbox so I had to come off. Grrrrrr....... I was playing I'm Not Okay as well. Does anyone want to talk?

Just thought, might as well ask a question...... who is your favourite Fabulous Killjoy and why????

Time Difference?

So, according to the site, it's nearly 2pm in America. Well, it's nearly 10pm in the UK so we have an 8 hour time difference!! Man that's bad when we want to talk to people at the same time! Sorry, it just popped into my mind and I HAD to tell someone, so who better than my fellow killjoys. Anyway, can't think of anything else to.....oh, I flicked to Kerrang! radio on my TV this morning and Bulletproof Heart was on!!!!! It's the first time I've heard it on the radio! But it was a shorter version?! Just a random rant from a VERY random person! Bye Killjoys! Cyanide Scorpion, signing off.


Alright, this is going to probably be the WORST, most stupid question I have ever asked (apart from the time I asked my friend where Leeds Fest would be.....FAIL) but here goes. Does anyone know how to make a bandana? Is it just like a square of material with a hem or what? I need to wear one because I can't wear a mask so I would really love some help! Also, thank you to all the killjoys who suggested a bandana, you guys rock!!!!!! Keep It Ugly!!

Fail Blog 2!!

So, the Fail Blog was going to be a daily occurrence but lately, since I started it, I haven't been failing as often. So I thought I'd leave it a couple of days until I had a few. Here are my fails from the past couple of days:
~ AGAIN, got a bathroom door opened into my back. You'd have thought I'd learned my lesson from last time but noooooo.
~ My friend fell over and pulled me with her. Thankfully we didn't fall but it was close!
~ Lost my balance in the middle of my living room and nearly fell sideways
~ Pulled, like, 15 muscles in my hand and wrist trying to perfect I'm Not Okay hard on

I HATE having glasses!!!!!!!!

So, I usually don't mind wearing glasses, they suit me. But today, I found some party masks in one of my kitchen cupboards and thought I could paint it and use it as my killjoy mask as I don't have one, only a design. First of all, the mask looks REALLY weird on me and b, IT DOESN'T FIT OVER MY STUPID GLASSES!!!!!!!!! This means I can't wear a mask! What should I do????? Bandana instead of mask maybe? I'd love your suggestions!! And are there any other killjoys with glasses/the same problem? Thanks.....