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Changed my Twitter name

It is now @Ghost_Camille

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Follow me on twitter and we can direct message! @CamillePKelley

Sorry

I'm sorry I haven't been on in so long! Things have been crazy! Since I last posted, I have come out, started working with the LGBTQ community in my city, started reading more, started collecting records, etc. Things are going pretty well. I still have those moments of crushing despair and sometimes I get so depressed that I want to self-harm, but I never do! I'm growing up. I'm dealing with my classmates better than ever before. The most important thing is, right now, in this moment, I'm happy and I hope you are too.

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GERARD! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD!!!!!! YOU DON'T LOOK A DAY OVER 25! I HOPE YOU HAVE A SPECIAL DAY!

LOVE,
PIXI STICK

my shitty week

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I had a pretty shitty week. I realized I am in love. Or maybe was in love. This girl I started hanging out with at the beginning of the school year, let's call her S, joined the school play and started making all these new friends. I joined the play too as tech. We joined a while ago. She started talking to me less and less, I am very self conscious so I assumed the worst. I stopped going to her when I was sad because I thought she would get annoyed or something, so I texted her boyfriend and went to him for help.

Please Help Me

I want to break up with my boyfriend but I'm scared. He is sweet but I am not happy with him. I feel uncomfortable near him and I just don't want to be in a relationship with him. I have been more interisted in girls lately anyway. I don't really think I should be in any relationship because of how unhappy I am usually. I want to break up with him, but I know he will try and kill himself if I do. He has tried to commit suicide before. He is constantly texting me and I feel uncomfortable. I feel like I have to stay with him or he will kill himself and I don't want anyone to do that.

Coming Out

Tomorrow I think I'm gonna break the news to my family. What do you guys think about that? I also wanted to thank all of you. You guys have given me the support and courage to do this. I don't think I have ever been in such a supportive community in my whole life. I really love you guys so much. You mean the world to me. You are all very special and I love each and every one of you. I hope that none of you ever feel alone and if you do, you can message me. I know there are strict no self harm posts rules but if you want we could email because I don't want any of you to feel alone.

True Love

I love you guys so much. I feel truly accepted on here.

Love,
Pixi Stick

Biophobe

Hello,
I am bisexual and I am worried about biophobes. I don't want to deal with homophobes and biophobes. I am scared that I will not be accepted in the gay and lesbian community because of the stereotypes linked to bisexuals. Are there any gay or lesbian fans on here that accept bisexuals as a part of the LGBTQ community? I just always thought that the LGBTQ community would stick together but when I heard that people in the LGBTQ community were not accepting of of bisexuals because they "aren't really gay" or something like that, I got a little concerned.

Love,
Pixi Stick

Coming Out?

Hello, Please click read more. I need your help
I have been thinking a lot about coming out lately. I am only 14, but I think it is weird that I need to keep something so normal a secret. I go to an all girls school where the girls LOVE gay guys (because they think they can go shopping and talk about boys with them) but are afraid of lesbians (because they think they will come on to them). They are not open about their fear but it is clear as day. I am bisexual. I want to tell my parents first and I know they won't care, but I am scared it will be weird.

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