Cupcake Killer's blog

in my neighborhood there are many stray cats. since my family has a dog, we let him out when there is a cat in my yard. the cat always jumps over the fence before my dog reaches it. well today was different. when my dog went outside to chase the cat, the cat didnt run away. instead of running it turned around to fight my dog. my mom went out to yell at my dog. he had it in his mouth. the cat got loose and ran to the fence. before jumping it challenged my dog once more. it scratched my dogs face and then ran up a tree. it is still currently stuck in the tree. after i saw it go up the tree i realizzed that the cat looked really familiar. *facepalm* it is my neighbors cat. it wasnt stray but just wondering. my neighbor came over to try to get her down but it didnt work. we arent sure if the cat is okay because it wont come down. the one cat my dog actually catches belongs to our neighbors. my dog is okay, im just worried about the cat. i hope it comes down soon.

Hey! i was just sitting doing nothing, so i decided to pick up a pencil and draw. i know im not a good artist, but i still enjoy drawing. i ended up drawing what i guess i can call is the result of Cupcake Killer's attack. to me it shows that even if BL/ind takes over, the Killjoys can still win. Nothing anybody says will put me down, i have learned not to listen to opinions and to just be myself.
i hope life is well for all of you out there! Keep Running!
-Cupcake Killer xo

Well today was a much better day for me. i had to go into the city to plant a garden on top of a roof. for me, the only way to get to the city is by car or train. a group of friends and i took the train. the seats are two next to eachother in rows and i had both seats to myself...until this older and larger lady comes and decides to sit next to me. i didnt have a problem until she literally sat on top of me, and then said "EXCUSE ME" as she moved over. if that wasnt enough she actually fell asleep and started to snore. it was hilarious, and my friends are sitting across the asile laughing at me. other then the lovely train ride, we had to flip tires inside out so we can use them as pots, it was hard but fun. this was the first fun day i had in a while, it was nice to enjoy life for once without being judged by what i like. i hope it happens again, and i hope all of the other fabulous killjoys in zone 6 are having a wonderful time like i had today.
-Cupcake Killer xo

Another horrible end to a day. first of all i was at this meeting and i was wearing my MCR bracelet. a kid says to me that im only into weird things because i want to be the outcast. who in the world wants to be an outcast? well if that didnt ruin my day, my mom did the trick when i got home. she doesnt get that when she yells at me it just makes me cry, and then she yells at me for crying, but she caused the tears in the first place. i can never go to her for anything. i did once when i was having friend troubles, and she just told me that it was my fault. that i shouldnt have trusted the friend in the first place. way to make me feel better mom. so i never go to her when anything is wrong because she just makes me feel worse. today she started yelling at me that i always go to my aunt. that is true because my aunt actually listens to me. i dont know why she always has to be hard on me.

im finally home!. i have been on vacation for the past week. it was a disney cruise followed by going to disney world. it was great but im happy to be home to my fellow killjoys. i wore my MCR braclet the whole time, a couple of people looked at me oddly, but i still wore it. anyway this song has been stuck in my head all day. just felt like saying im back!
-Cupcake Killer xo

hey so my mom asked me a very serious question and i just can't think of the right answer.
first of all my dad moved out last december and the divorce isn't final yet. i am having a really important birthday party and i was going to invite my dad (of course) but my mom then mentioned that he might ask me if he could bring his girlfriend. i couldnt believe what i heard. he never even mentioned it to me. it turns out that they ran into each other and i met her but i had no clue. the annoying thing is that he didnt even tell me. so now im not sure if i should let her come. i dont even know her, an di dont see my dad that much. i feel horrible if i say no but i hate it how he didnt even bother to mention it to me.i just can't make a decision.
can any of you killjoys help me? what would you do in this situation? please i need all the help i can get. thanks so much
-Cupcake Killer xo

hey so my mom asked me a very serious question and i just can't think of the right answer.
first of all my dad moved out last december and the divorce isn't final yet. i am having a really important birthday party and i was going to invite my dad (of course) but my mom then mentioned that he might ask me if he could bring his girlfriend. i couldnt believe what i heard. he never even mentioned it to me. it turns out that they ran into each other and i met her but i had no clue. the annoying thing is that he didnt even tell me. so now im not sure if i should let her come. i dont even know her, and i dont see my dad that much. i feel horrible if i say no but i hate it how he didnt even bother to mention it to me.i just can't make a decision.
can any of you killjoys help me. what would you do in this situation. please i need all the help i can get. thanks so much
-Cupcake Killer xo

hey there fellow killjoys! i can't believe its taken me so long to make an account! well i love MCR and can't wait until their next album. well i really don't know what to say. well since im new here can you guys send me friend requests i would appreicate it alot!
Thanks! and always remember to Keep Running!
-Cupcake Killer xo