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these two days sucked. by two days i mean yesterday and today. yesterday i had a soccer game but i was benched the entire game because he gives the other goalie seniority. this soccer team isn't that fun because one of the girls is an asshole. she criticizes everything i say. she is over the top. on her birthday she expected it to be all about her. more then people usually exaggerate it. if something good happened she said "oh its my birthday its for me". i felt like punching her. but back to the game. we lost in the last 2 minutes of the game. i guess i was upset. it also happened to be senior day, meaning we brought brownies and cupcakes and shit like that. i skipped it, one because i don't like brownies, and i'm not big on parties like that. when i got into the car to leave i felt tears. why was i crying. i can never find anyone close enough to share me feelings with, so they are all bottled up.

the other day i took a theology quiz (im not sure why i even go to catholic school). i didnt know half of the answers and it was short answer so i couldnt even write down a random guess. she said it would be easy. i studied, but clearly not enough. one of the questions was "what are the two greek words that form the word ekklesia?". i had no clue (and still dont). so being the person that i am i couldnt leave it blank. so on my quiz i literally wrote down "ekk" and "lesia" for my answer. i havent gotten the quiz back yet but im pretty sure she is going to think im mocking her class. it takes talent to get the theology teacher to hate you....oh well this should be an intresting year. So for a fun question, did any of you ever put down a stupid or ridicuolus answer on a quiz or test?, and did you get in trouble for it?

After waiting almost a month, i finally got my hoodie! im so excited its the pill hoodie. i have decided that im going to make a party poison mask and wear the mask and hoodie to school on halloween! im soo excited. only about 3 people will know what i am, but i am still going to wear it. i cant wait ! hope you all had a wonderful day!

So of course i go to school with the word love written on my wrist. i had to explain it to about 20 people, and some even wrote it on their wrist after i said what it was for. the day was completly fine until one girl asked me what the word was for. i explained it and i didnt get the usual okay. instead she decided to piss me off. she went on saying that she didnt understand why people would take their own life. people with cancer dont get to choose to die, they just die. people that commit suicide are stupid. they are a waste of a life. she kept going on about why those people are stupid. i tried to explain the real situation and why people commit suicide and her answer was, they should have gotten help, it is a waste of a life. she just pissed me off so much. i tried to explain how hard it is for someone to go through depression, well as best as i could cause i have never gotten to a breaking point. she just kept going on with how stupid those people are.

Saturday was my birthday and since i was away i said i would post anything interesting that happened. it was a strangge day but i guess it turned out good. i mayt have even gotten a 40 year old guy to listen and like MCR. i think that was the best part. so here is what happened :...

its finally my birthday! but i'm not going to be home all day. i'm leaving in an hour to go to another state. i hope people dont make fun of my new york accent. anyway i turn 16 today, so it is supposed to be a special birthday, well it doesn't feel any different. well if anything intresting happens i'll post it on monday! have a great weekend!

so i go to mychemicalromance.com, as i do every day and there is a new logo!!, wow my friend is never going to stop hearing about this tomorrow, this has been a wonderful day, first Get Scared's new EP came out today, AND NOW THE NEW LOGO! AHHH IMM SOO EXCITED FOR THIS ALBUM. i just had the biggest fangirl moment ever :D enjoy what is left of your day
-Cupcake Killer xo

hey! so i just ordered the MCR Pill Hoodie! My mom gave me her credit card but i had to give her the money, but it will be worth it! i was so excited i told my cousin. (he hates MCR) i expected his normal reaction, "ew, why in the world would you ever like them, they suck. thats not good music, its stupid goth rock music", and i got those exact words. i have learned to ignore what he thinks because i dont care. he then turned to my mom and said, what are your thoughts on MCR. my mom then said that she wont judge people based on their music taste. he then said BUT THEY SUCK. i was more then annoyed by then, but i didnt say anything. but what really made my day was when my mom turned to him and stared to sing/shout "TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME". a giant grin was on my face. it was an actual smile, not a fake one. i was so happy. my cousin walked away. i guess my mom has heard me singing their songs around the house with my sister. it was a great moment.

hey there killjoys! In my school we have a sports night. the theme for my team is stripes save the day. i immediately thought of the fabulous killjoys. during the last week in october we have days like neck up day, in which we need to dress up in our theme. i already bought a cheap white mask that i will paint to make it look like party poison's. on the last day of the week we need to come in full costume. since i already wanted a sweatshirt i was going to get the Pill hoodie. i was going to wear that, the mask, and a pair of jeans. do you guys think i can get away with that. i really dont want to buy a full out costume like a spiderman, because everybody will do that. i wanted to be more creative then them. do you guys think i can pull it off, or should i play it safe and buy a batman costume? please help! Thanks!
-Cupcake Killer xo

From my last blog....the cat actually spent the entire night in that tree. i guess cats really do get stuck in trees. my neighbor had to come get it. but the funny part was that my neighbor is a firefighter. it was just like a cartoon except he wasnt wearing a uniform. so now the cat is back at its home. i dont think it will come by my house anytime soon. so that is where my cat story ends. wasnt that entertaining but it did make me smile at the end. i hope all of you have had a lovely day. Keep Running
-Cupcake Killer xo