Cosmic_Riiver's blog

What did you do today? Im so tired i was awake all last night reading fanfiction...god i have problems. It started with running into that new fanfic stuff, you know, the 'developing' ones about 1Direction? God, my sister and i could not find any humor pages about them anywhere! It was all that crappy love story shit, and none of them were even slash! It's not like im a screaming fan of theirs, but im not going to lie, i do have some of their songs on my ipod. So she runs into twilight humor which was a bust, that shit is weird but nothing as weird as...90's boyband fanfiction O_O yeah yeah yeah, judge me :/ I love Backstreet Boys and Nsync! They're so...Humorous. I love the cheesy and the 'once long ago mainstream stuff' which they are. But for real, the fanfiction for those bands are crazy weird, but the most hilarious things you'll ever read. I want to read a MCR humor fanfic sometime. I must hunt for them! you know, it's really hard to find good humor these days.

Okay so i've been liking this girl at my school since last year, but sadly found out over the last summer that she is 'seeing' a friend of hers and it's complicated. Anyway, so we've been hanging out A LOT and sometimes she says she isn't really sure she wants to be with that guy. but she always cuts off and says 'that's a different story'. So i told a mutual friend of ours that i liked her a lot and everything. Our friend spoke to her about me liking her and apparently she got REALLY excited. You know that show on cartoon network 'Flapjack'? And when he gets all excited he wiggles his arms around and laughs? Well she was like that. Yesterday i sent her a candy gram and she received it today, acting like Flapjack once again. She hugged me tight and told me i was sooo sweet and kissed my neck to many times to count right in the middle of the hallway! But the problem is, where do i go from here??? What do i say? do? should i try harder? am i a tool?

Yo Estoy Escribiendo a mi Killjoys :D Sorry, im doing pretty good in spanish and wanted to show off. Anyways. So. I was going to come on here and rant to you all about my dilemma, but once i started writing i got a bit more cheered up. So instead i write to you asking a question! How exciting right? We all love answering questions, because being human we can't help but talk about ourselves. Learning about and presenting ourselves to others is the most interesting thing we love to do. So. Question...Hmmm...ah! If you could make any My Chemical Romance song into a movie, which one would it be and how would it play out? I would do...Either Skylines and Turnstiles or Demolition Lovers.

Does anyone know of a good photoshop download that is free and can be downloaded onto a mac pc? one that is clean of viruses would be great!

Who has ever read the book or seen the movie 'Party Monster' with Macaulay Culkin and Seth Green? If you haven't get your asses to a netflix and watch! or drag it to a library and read it! It truly is amazing. I just wanted to express my love for this story, it's exciting, funny, sad, awesome, it makes you think deeply.

This band makes me want to go on a fucking adventure :) who's with me???

The one with the hands has been blown up on a larger scale, and redone with other features, i'll upload a picture of it as soon as i can, it has notes scribbled on it because i use this book for planning in my ap studio art class.

I'm so excited to live a simple life in the future, i hope to just live out a simple life, doing things that will let me be me. The future is so tough to decide on or predict, i've realized that being a junior in high school. So tell me, what do you hope for your future life to be like? Weather it's crazy or simple. :) comment :)

Going to strangers for thanksgiving, I miss my old life a bit, but then again, there are some pros to my new one. Strange. Who's favorite holiday is thanksgiving by the way? I really want to know, personally Halloween is my favorite ( it was ruined this year because of sandy) but who's is thanksgiving?! Tell me what's your favorite holiday and why?

If you could do anything in the world weather it be something realistic or not, what would it be? I'm just curious to all of your thoughts out there.