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Flirtationship: It sucks.

We're friends as far as words go. But we cuddle, hug, bite and lick each other.. Even got to the sexting stage. But we never use the L word. We can't go there. I can't go there.

Flirtationship. I thought it'd be easy. It's so fucking not.
I thought I could keep up with this flirting stuff, and it's been easy at first. But then I started to want him all for myself. And then I felt guilty because, even though I never said a word of how I really felt, I have become selfish for him. And I don't own him! I have no right.

Sometimes, when he's with our other female friends, I just walk away as quick as possible. I don't want to see him with someone else. I don't want to face the truth. And I don't want to act like the annoying girlfriend. That's the last thing I want.

Graduation is coming. I can't be left hanging.
~corpse

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teehee

I'm always busy working on the parade floats. Those chicken wires are nasty! I have like 10 boo boos on my hand and another 10 on the other. Tiny cuts from forming those chicken wires into a bear.

Our school animal is a bear ^^

I want to always be like this. Getting hurt doing what I love: Art.
I need band aids tho :))
and a kiss ^^
MCRmy?
~corpse

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Hi ^^

SPOILER ALERT!

I am the next pope \(^^)/

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I need advice, MCRmy! (Le hugs)

What if a guy likes me and we're friends but I don't want things to get weird and I just talk about zombies when we hold hands so it won't feel super awkward but I can't keep on talking about zombies forever so we cuddle too and people wonder if we're together but we keep denying it although we have this underground secret feelings for each other do I keep denying it in front of everyone cos I'm afraid if we get together things will be major weird dooges

I didn't use any periods for that statement :))
~corpse

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Editing pics is mah hobby

Although I use Ribbet.com, which is kids stuff. I only use photoshop to make drawings and artworks, like the last pic down there.

I drew that on Photoshop for 6 hours STRAIGHT! I get disgusting when I work on artworks. I refuse to eat, take a bath, or pee when I'm doing artworks, which is why I worry for my health status in the next 4 years since I got in a Fine Arts course!

As for modeling, editing and shit, it's a hobby ^^
I'm too short to ever model anything. Even kids apparel :)) Kidding.
K. Goodnight MCRmy (From the Philippines)
~corpse

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Blog from a depression survivor: To all with depression, read this

[Post edited: Please refrain from posting about self harm as it is against the rules you agreed to when you signed up for the website]

3. No self harm posts
If you are feeling like you may harm yourself please contact someone who can help.

Call 1-800-273-8255 or visit suicidepreventionlifeline.org or twloha.com/find-help. You can also contact The Trevor Project at thetrevorproject.org or by calling their Lifeline at 866-488-7386.

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Songs ^^

My favorite mass song is "I Love You Lord", but some of it's song covers on YouTube make me believe in the devil :)) These covers are blasphemy cos they suck so much xD

IN OTHER NEWS
I passed my dream college! Next year, I'll be going to University of The University of Santo Tomas in the Philippines, Industrial Design.

Hell. Yes.
~corpse

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A different valentines :o

Well, after my bitter blog about Valentines, I must say, I have to take it back :))

First, I only hate Valentines because every year, all my friends are busy with their love life and I'm forgotten. Which sucks (._.) But this year, my friends actually made an effort to make me happy and I didn't feel the need to shoot my face across the room :)) My friends hugged me and fed me all sorts of stuff and gave me piggy back rides ^^

BONUS: My friend (and crush) gave me chocolate today ^^ I gave him a hug.
So, three cheers to being wrong about things, to having great friends, and to the stars that align in order for me to realize how wrong I am about humans.

~corpse

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Valentines Can Kiss My Cat

First of all...
Fuck Valentines.

Second of all, I'm bitter as hell at the world. Valentines could be the worst holiday ever invented. It hasn't even started yet (it's Feb 13 right now in the Philippines) and it's already fucking annoying me. On twitter, on Facebook, my friends, on my thoughts... Ugh.. It's inescapable and annoying. All there is to do is to endure it. T_T

And third,
Fuck Valentines.
~corpse

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Me @ Prom

and the "Times New Romance" thing, that's just my "signature" so feel free to be confused.

IN AN UNRELATED NOTE...
I realized that mychem .com blogsphere is starting to be like, my online diary :D I'm sure it is for others too ^^

~corpse