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Acrylic paint + Old shirt + My fucked up brain = Summer shirts!

Well this is what I'm gonna do my entire summer! Haha :))
The first is an apple shirt, and the other one is just a grunge shirt with my name on it.

I'm planning to make my next one with that tiger on it, so wish me luck! Haha! It's gonna be so fun ^^

I found what to do all summer long! Haha, it's so fun.

Painting shirts! ^^
(And modeling them, hehe)
~corpse

Or there are faint signs everywhere that even with MCR gone, there's still something... Coming? I can't quite put my finger on it. There are signs that the boys are planning something more.

Check this out, MCRmy. Everyone.
http://www.reddit.com/r/MyChemicalRomance/comments/1avtfd/get_ready_for_...

I feel like I've hit another bump in the road, and I'm scared cos I don't know if my MCRmy family's still here for me even with MCR gone! :(

I've been blogging about my crush for my entire senior year, and this summer, I finally got his heart. How?

Sexting.

Long story short, we're friends, I had a massive crush on him, I sexted with him for 2 days, after cooling off, we were a thing.

It would be all a dream come true, but why do I feel like this isn't right? Every time he asks a picture of my body, I feel so violated and I don't know how to tell him that I don't feel comfortable about it. I feel like cutting him off, but then he tells me things like I'm beautiful and he's crazy for me, then I remember why I wanted him in the first place. I've waited a whole year for him, now why does this feel so wrong?

Help mee :(
~corpse

Nuff said.

MCR was my childhood, my teenhood, and theirs is the songs I will sing to my baby in the future.

My childhood is ending.

1. "Please Don't Cry"
2. "A Fine Day to Marry (Squid)"
3. "Some days I feel like a seventeen year old side dish"

All pencil on paper and digitally colored on ribbet.com and *Photoshop.
Sad emotions brought these drawings to life. Ugh. Being a teenager sucks sometimes.
~corpse

*only for 2nd artwork

1. "Please Don't Cry"
- Drew it cos I was sad. I felt like my crush didn't like me back. (Teenage problems. Haha!)
2. "A Fine Day to Marry(Squid)"
- No matter how weird, fat, different you are... That even if you have a squid for a face, someone will fall in love with you one day and marry you.
3. "Some days I feel like a seventeen year old side dish"
- Title speaks for itself. Some days I feel left out. Like a wallpaper. Or a side dish.

Drawing releases the pain. **Sigh** I hate being a teenager. Some days I'm horny, some days I'm sad, some days I'm happy, some days I just wanna dance. (Don't know how to dance tho. Haha!)

All are pencil on paper then digitally colored on ribbet.com and Photoshop CS3
That's all for now. Gonna go do more stupid teenager stuff.
~corpse

"Some days I feel like a seventeen year old side dish"
Pencil on paper/ digitally colored on ribbet.com

Feeling sad cos I always feel like everyone's second option. So I drew this and.. I guess I feel a bit better. A bit. by 2% :))

All are pencil on paper and digitally colored on ribbet.com ^^ Except the second, which was also done on Photoshop, other than ribbet. I found that drawing is my vent. These are all my emotions this week.

1. "Please Don't Cry"
~I drew the first cos I wanted to cry because I felt as if my crush would never like me "that" way. Haha! Teenage problems :P

2. "A Fine Day to Marry (Squid)"
~The second cos I thought to myself, even if you're weird, or silly, or have a squid for a head, someone out there will love you one day and marry you.

3. "Some days I feel like a seventeen year old side dish"
~And the last one... Well, the title speaks for itself. Some days I feel like a side dish. Never the main course. The wallpaper to a beautiful room. The background music to the kissing scene in a movie. **Sigh. Seventeen year old problems. Hahaha!

Vent over!
~corpse