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Can anyone else hear the horror element?

In the Death Spells demo? It reminds me of Rob Zombie in a way.. hell to the yes.

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How do you get somebody help, when they don't even realise they have a problem?

Like when they should be the one looking after you, and could easily get pissy about my interfering, especially in the state they're in. I know, I'm normally the first one to say 'nobody can be helped unless they accept their problem' but how do you force the issue? Because seriously, I can't fucking live like this any more.

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My Life

I literally spend every waking moment either doing boring things I don't like doing, painting or waiting for said paint to dry. Does anyone recommend a particular song/artist to paint/draw/be artistic to? I need inspiration and I've listened to all my music at least twice over.

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The Light Behind Your Eyes

Okay, this is a REALLY personal response to this song, so I guess if you don't want to read my ramblings, good day to you, kind madam/sir.

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Just a few thoughts on the whole 'neva change urselfff special snowflakke!!11"

Do you ever sit there and think "if somebody was paying as much scrutiny to my life as so many do to these 'celebrities' and 'rock stars' would I be proud to show who I am?"

As much as people say "never change yourself," surely if you feel as though you are not the person you want to be (in terms of the way you treat others or respond to certain situations, I'm not talking fashion or aesthetics right now) and you are within bounds of changing it, you should work towards changing it.

I only post this because I see a lot of people on here saying 'I am who I am' and talking about not becoming somebody else, but I often think that self-evolution is just a part of life.

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If you want any form of social life...

... don't pick an art subject for A level. Does someone fancy giving me a time machine so I can carry my sketch book back about 3 years ago and have all this work done by tomorrow? It's interesting and I do enjoy it, more so than maths, don't get me wrong. It just takes about a day to do a couple of pages (well). Anyone else care to share the woes of taking art?

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I hate what I have become

Does anyone else suddenly look at themselves and think 'fuck it, I am a complete dickhead'?

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I feel bad for my parents....

Just when they thought I had got past the 'obsessing' over things stage (I prefer to call it enthusiasm) I get back to being a crying mess in the kitchen for my mum to find when she came home from work and playing music at full volume

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Not exactly miraculous, but still.....

Basically, last week, I wore an MCR shirt to college. It was my first day, I literally knew nobody and I had 2 free periods in a row and no work to do. Trust me, with nothing to do, frees are not as fun as they sound. Anyway, because of wearing that shirt, 3 separate people started talking to me :)
(I know, it's not some big "MCR SAVED MY LIFE MOTHERFUCKERS" story, but hey, the little things count sometimes too)