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Had A Bad

Hey guys,
so today started off good. put on a favorite outfit (big boots with chains on them, black ripped tights, little denium skirt I decorated with "rad man" in spray paint, The Used patch and a chicken bone hanging from a string, a MCR tee shirt, purple sweatshirt and spiked dog collar) and my makeup was pretty dark and on point. It was my first day back at school and I was excited to see my friends.
I got to school and everyone said hello to me, which was nice. First block went ok, we just watched a movie. But then I had to eat my morning snack.

School, BF, TCFSR, Prom

Today I was discharged from my partial program! Woo! Tomorrow I start school again, after being absent for 2 months. I'm excited to see my friends and I really need to get back to school work. The term ends on Friday and term 5 starts on Monday so at least I get a fresh start.
Ace is having a hard time. He has a lot of internal struggles but also a lot of external shit happens to him that he doesn't deserve. I wish life was easier on him.
Did you guys know tomorrow (June 8th) is the 13th anniversary of three cheers for sweet revenge's release date??? TCFSR is officially a teenager as of

Discharge + Goodbye Letter

Today at my program I found out I'm discharging to Intense Out Patient (three evenings a week, 3 hour group therapy) on Tuesday!
In group today we wrote letters saying goodbye to our eating disorders.I actually like mine and feel like it helped, so thought I'd share it with you guys.

Eating Disorder,
I've been with you since 7th grade. I knew what was happening, but was much too in love with the ways you made me feel to care that you were hurting me.You started making me feel fat and told me I couldn't eat at school. That was just the beginning.

Breakfast Ramble

Hey guys,
how are you? I haven't been online in a while. But here I am now!
At Spencer's it was buy 3 get 4 free for gauged earrings, so I took that deal! one of them are plugs with the bisexual symbol on them. Wearing that one now.
Eating breakfast. Maybe I'll start blogging while I do meals, it's a good distraction.
Have any of you heard The Curse Of Curves by Cute Is What We Aim For? I love it!!1 very pop punk
xoxoZ

In partial/BF help?

Hey guys
I havent been online in FOREVER!!!!!!!!! its 87 F which is SUPER hot. I stepped down to my partial program and its going well. There's four of us at partial and three of us were at resi together.
Having some BF problems. I've been with my boyfriend for 11 months. I really like being near him and talking with him. But he's not over his ex and that's really bad for our relationship and for him. Also, he's very depressed a lot. I thought I could help him. I know I have a little (he told me that) but it's getting too much for me to belive I can change him.

treatment plan and the used

Hey killjoys,
how are you guys! missed you this week, i haven't been online much.
I have 2 passes this week. That means I get to leave the program for a little while. They're on Friday (tomorrow) and Sunday. Then I'm stepping down on Tuesday and starting the partial day program on Wednesday.

old friends, driving, maybe concerts and tattoos

just found a kid from here's (toeveryenemy) youtube. we used to talk every day. We were such close friends. I was attracted to her, but more than anything I just loved being her friend. haven't talked for a very long time. she's so talented and beautiful and i know she has having a hard time when we were talking but she looks like she's doing a lot better, which makes me feel good for her :)
in other news, I'm going on pass to see the used tomorrow, except only if my mom can get tickets, which doesn't seem likely but i'll still get to leave the program for a few hours anyways :) gonna

fanfic recs?

do you guys know of any good fanfics that ARE NOT INAPPROPRIATE AT ALL and preferbly shorter (one shot/up to three chapters) and mcr/fob/p!atd/the used based. i want to read fanfic at my program but need it to be clean
also, as blue burns black pointed out, in my last blog when I said ED I meant eating disorder, not erectile disfuntion :p I'm not sure if any of you were thinking that but thought i should clarify
thanks guys!
xoxoZ

I'm Still ALive!!!

hey killjoys,
just got up. had a pass yesterday. went to mall and hung out at home, but now i'm back at the program.
miss you guys. miss my group chats on kik I can't open. and the ones I can only go on sometimes on gmail.
I feel like I'm making progress with my ED. its getting easier but its still hard.
they don't know how long till i get out but if i stay the average time, I still have a week or two in here.
Gotta get a blood test tomorrow :/ my 4th in a week and a half...
I wanna know how you guys are doing. Comment how your day is, I need updates and Y'ALL NEED TO BLOG MORE
Love you guys

Bye For A While

Hey chums!
So in 2ish hours I'm going into my program. There is internet connection but I'm sure it's monitored. I found the daily schedule for the program:

6:00 am - Wake up and shower time; weights/vitals, Monday, Wednesday, Friday
7:30 - Medication
8:00 - Breakfast
8:45 - Goals group/Mindfulness activity; community meeting, Wednesday & Friday
9:15 - Fresh air break
9:30 - Dialectical Behavioral Therapy: distress tolerance
10:15 - Snack
10:30 - Individual assignments/meetings, chores, leisure time
11:00 - Fresh air break
11:15 - Motivation group
12:00 - Medication
12:15 - Lunch
1:00 -

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